You Gave Me The Sun.Twice!!

CHAPTER 17

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Opening my eyes I find myself in a private hospital room. Nope, this isn't going to cut it. I have Medical aid yes but that's specifically for the kids.
I don't ever want to use up money on myself, you never know what the future holds.
What if they fall sick and I'm forced to take them to a government hospital where you queue forever and nurses keep passing you like they don't even see that we need help.
I literally once saw someone suffocating and the nurses were in their offices doing absolutely nothing.

I can handle all that, but I don't ever want my kids to have to experience that kind of trauma.
So before I can accumulate anymore charges I need to leave this place.

I get up from the bed, I guess it was too fast because my head starts spinning.
I try to remove the IV drip since I can feel it under my skin.

"Don't even think about doing that"someone says.
I don't even look up since my head is still spinning.

I can tell it's Damien from his scent. This man has his faults but he smells so dammnn fine. It's crazy but it is at this moment that I realise I haven't been intimate with anyone since him.

He gently lays me back down on the bed and my heart starts beating rapidly.
This is embarassing, I don't even look up. I just keep my eyes closed and I hope he won't mention it because the heart rate monitor is going crazy too.

"Jess can you open you eyes? It's just me."he says

I slowly open my eyes and he is hovering over me

"Are you okay?you lost a lot of blood"

"Where are my babies?"

"Don't worry, Carrie called Mia when I asked them who usually babysits them when you are at work"

Thank God, I would hate to have them here. I am I the only one who thinks coming to the hospital actually makes you sick.

"What happened to me?why am I here?" I ask.

"You don't remember? Your date nicked your vein. You sure do know how to pick them." Damien says.

Honestly I do not know how I keep choosing such man. Starting with the one standing infront of me.

What was I thinking, I had a bad feeling the entire time and I ignored that sixth sense. I could have died, what was that man thinking.

"Where is he?I also need to thank he man who saved me."

"If by he you mean that sorry excuse for a man then he is police custody."

"Wait how long was I out anyway?"

"Well it seems you fainted from fear and also from losing blood. But thankfully the ambulance got there on time and you have been asleep for  4 hours. You don't need blood transfusion thank God."

"Did you tell the twins what happened?"

"No I didn't tell them, I only had a talk with Mia when she came over.i figure you would not want them being traumatized."

"Yeah, I'm glad you didn't tell them, or it would hard to explain"

"So how did you know I was here"

"Well funny story, I had a bad feeling about your date so I hired someone to check on you and I'm glad I did hire them"

I want to be mad at him for over stepping but at this point I am glad he was over protective or what ever it is he was trying to achieve.
I would probably be dead in ditch somewhere or probably at the back of some pick up truck kidnapped by a lunatic.
Thinking about that makes me feel chills all over my body. Dammnn when I thought I was ready to get out there.
I finally have someone to help with the kids and now I'm going to be scared to even give any guy a chance.

"Im going to let this slide since I'm safe because of you. Thank you so much for going out of your way to make sure I was safe"

"I did it for the kids, I dont want them to lose their mom so young"

Ouch, it wouldn't hurt to hear that you did it for me. Wait what?what was that. Have you forgotten what this man put you through?
Once bitten twice shy Jessica.
Don't forget that no matter how nice he smells
There is just something about a man who smells nice. I find it so attractive when I man smells good
I could lick his entire body right now given the opportunity.
Woah, hold you horses.
Is this some kind of hero worship since he saved my ass.

I feel sleepy all of a sudden, I guess all the exhaustion is coming back.

"I can see you are tired, I brought a change of clothes for you since you can leave this place in the morning, amd before you throw a tantrum, Mia packed your clothes not me,"he says.

"I wasn't going to say anything you know. I am too thankful to even try argue with you"

"Since you are so thankful, how about you thank me by agreeing to be my wife?"

"Nope, not a chance," I state

"Dammnn, that burns, you didn't even hesitate"

"Damien I gave you a chance before and you blew it. I am not going to repeat my mistake again no matter how handsome and rich you are I'm not interested."

"Ohh so you still see that I'm a good-looking guy then?well I will take it. Trust me Jess, you will be mine one day. No other man will raise my kids.i love my kids very much"

But you don't love me, I still say I want to get married to someone who loves me more than I love them. Not that I love him or anything.

"I would like to have my rest please"

He moves closer to me and the heart monitor goes crazy.
Damien leans into me and whispers in my ear.
"I was just grabbing my phone from the side table but dammnn, you want me Jess, all you have to do is say the word and I will gladly take the reigns and Fuck you so good. When will you admit it to yourself that what we have is not ordinary"

"Didn't you realise it wasn't ordinary when you threw me out of your boat years ago?I dont want you Damien"I try to say that without sounding breathless but it just sounds like I want him to take me right here and right now

"Your heart rate is telling me something else Jess."
My hands seem to have a mind of thier own because when Damien kisses that spot behind my ear I grab his head so he doesn't move away.

He then gently bites down on my ear lobe while his hand moves to my neck.

Nope, I need to stop this.

"Damien stop, we can't do this" I whisper

"Are you sure? Do you really want me to stop"he breathes into my neck making the heart monitor beep faster.

I lean into his lips making him lick my the side of neck, he then moves back and straightens.

"That was just a tip of what to expect Jess. You want me and I want you.
But for now, I will let you rest"

I wonder what would have happened had I not stopped him I really need to get a hold of myself. I can't lose to him. Stay strong Jessica
But dammnn that was soon hot.