You Gave Me The Sun.Twice!!

Chapter 7

Jessica

This can not be happening, Why did he have to follow me home, why did I apply to work for a company he had to take over.
The universe is probably playing some sick game with me.

"I think it is too soon for that, better yet it is too late honestly, you want to be a father now? We do not need you Damien. You missed your chance 6 years ago, and if you hadn't realized this yet, I will spell it out for you, I am not the forgiving type, got that,"I snap at him. Damien is getting to me now and I hate it, this is just getting too emotional for me. I do not want to cry in front of him, but that may be a losing battle with how things are going at the moment. Everything is going downhill, sinking in fact.

"Jess please do not punish me for what I did to you. I know it was cruel but I had to. I am not the romantic type of guy, you knew that when we started our situationship. I never promised you hearts and flowers Jessica. Please do not keep my children away from me over something that happened between us and so long ago. Look on the bright side, I did give you the most beautiful children ever, "he smile at the end.
I know he was trying to lighten up the mood with what he said in the end but it did not do it for me.

He is right though, he never promised me anything. I just thought.. No I was wrong to think that anything could have come out of that, guys like Damien are only ever good for one thing and one thing only, being one night stands. Get the best night of your life and move on before you get burnt. I learnt it the hard way but it would be a lesson I will take to my grave.

" Jess please do not cry, I honestly did not know you were pregnant, I told you this already, I promise you if I knew you were pregnant I would have acted.. No let me rephrase that, I do not know how I would have reacted if you had told me you were pregnant back then, but I know now that I want to be in your lives, "he says sincerely.

Or I hope he was being sincere,you can never know with this one. I honestly can not get over how he treated me 6 years ago, I thought I was over that but I guess I am not.

Damien comes and stands right in front of me, he gazes down at me and runs his eyes all over my body, suddenly my legs feel like jelly. The fact that his closeness still has this kind of effect on me annoys me to the core. That makes me even more furious than I was before. I feel like he is trying a different tactic now. He is trying to seduce me to give into what he wants. Well I will be damned if I let that happen.
I am no longer the naive little 21 year old I was was 6 years ago. I am a grown ass woman with two children.

I take a step back and he steps forward, we do this a few more times. This is not how I imagined my day going.
All of sudden he takes me into his embrace, I can feel all of him, the hard muscles of legs and everything else. I try to push him off but he hugs me tightly, and that's when all hell broke lose, I just fell apart, I broke down then, I started sobbing hard. This is all his fault.
I still do not understand why a hug or someone apologizing to you makes us break down so much. I had my emotions under control before and a simple tight hug makes me break down this much.

Damien just keeps kissing the top of my head and the irony in this is that the person who caused me all this heartache is the same person offering me solace at this moment.

He pulls my ponytail downwards with his hand forcing me to look up at him.
"I am sorry Jess, your lips look so kissable right now, so plum and pink" his head lowers slowly, I think that's his way of giving me an opportunity to refuse this. His eyes search mine, asking for permission to kiss me. The weirdest thing happens, It feels like I am not in control of my body, like I am in a trance of sorts. I feel like someone else is controlling by body right now.

His lips crushes on mine and sparks erupt between us. This is how it was between us before and I can not believe that the fire is still there. Oh how I missed this, Damien really ruined other man for me. I never felt this kind of spark with any man ever. No matter how much I tried. I feel so at home right this moment. This is what I want.
I open my mouth slightly and his tongue stakes claim of my mouth. Damien has always been a skilled kisser and right now this is what I need. I am putting all my emotions into this kiss. Each and every kiss seems like he is draining the pain I am feeling away.

I wrap my arm around his neck and I deepen the kiss even more, I did not think it would be possible to deepen the kiss even further. This kiss reminds me of our first night together, the day of my 20th birthday.
Damien and I had started talking that very evening on the boat up until the party ended, it was after midnight by then.
He escorted me to my room, I opened the front door then I turned to face him.
"Invite me in Jessica," he said. He said that simple phrase with a voice so hot that could have melted icebergs in the Atlantic Ocean. I couldn't have said no even if I wanted to.

I stepped aside and let him inside, he strolled into my room like he owned the place. I closed the door slowly to give me some time to get my breathing under control. I turned around only to find his steady gaze roaming all over my body, his gaze made me feel things I had never experienced ever in my life.

"Come here Jessica," I slowly walked to were he was standing. Right in the middle of the room.

"Do I make you nervous Jessica," he asks.
What kind of question is that though, but if I was to say it wasn't hot I would be lying.
I couldn't even look him in the eyes when I answered his question.

"Yes you do, I thought that was obvious" I say looking down.
He pulled me to him and I crushed on his hard body, that took me by surprise. I looked up to ask what that was about, but before I could even utter a single word his lips came down on mine like wild fire.
His kiss was intense,demanding me to open up. His lips were firm but warm and soft, he licked my bottom lip with his tongue and that made me feel all type of tingly on my entire body.

"Open your mouth Jessica," he demanded. Oh so that's what the tongue lick meant. I complied and he slid his tongue into my mouth. I thought the kiss couldn't get any better but I was wrong. His tongue danced in my mouth, I just copied everything he was doing since I wasn't really used to kissing anyone. The last time I kissed someone was when I was finishing high-school when I was 16.

I guess I was doing something right since he kept groaning deep in his throat.
This kiss felt like he was branding me, staking claim.
My arms went around his neck, well he put them there I guess to get better access to my body while his hands were all over body. His touch seemed to ignite something in me. It felt like I was being burned. I needed something more, but I did not know what exactly, I kept pushing my body deeper into his as if I wanted us to become one.
I felt something hard poking my stomach I tried to move back but he held me there. "That's what you do to me Jessica, feel all me" he said in a low voice.
He was seducing me and I was not complaining at all. The fact that I had just met him hours ago did not even cross my mind, I wanted to blame alcohol but I didn't even drink any alcohol this evening. This was all me.
I was just as invested in this as he was.
I felt like I was floating on air. Where have you been all my life.
He kept kissing me, my legs became weak, thankfully he was holding me or I would have fallen down.
He moved from my lips to my left ear, he sucked lightly on my earlobe. I felt a pull at my core, I moved even closer to him I wanted his hands at my core but I wasn't brave enough to tell him that.
His lips moved to my neck, that's when I let out a cry, this was so intense, so hot, so exilirating. I can not even explain how I feel right now, I'm on cloud 9.
He started unbuttoning my dress while still kissing my neck. I am about to have sex with someone I just met and I am okay with it. I will face the consequences tomorrow but right now I just want to feel. I want to experience the pleasures of the world for once. I deserve this, I am glad my first time would be with someone who knows what he is doing, a skilled lover. Some people from my university used to talk about how their first time was terrible and how the guy did not know what he was doing but I think I might have a different experience, a great experience that I will always remember for the rest of my life.

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Heyy Guys
So this goes to those who read my other story "the billionaire's triplet surprise"
Did I get better at writing this erotic scenes or what?
I am honestly proud of how far I have come.
Thank you for making me a better writer.
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April