DAMIEN'S POINT OF VIEW
Why is she stalling though? Isn't she suppose to be upfront with them and tell them that I am their father. I want my children to know me as their father not some random man that works with their mom. What is her game plan here, if she thinks Im going to let her keep me away from my children then she doesn't know who she is messing with.
I will play along for now, they trust her and i dont want to jeopardize my chance here, i mean she just let me kiss her so that's a plus right.I will just try to get to know my kids, i guess i should probably start looking at new houses, there is no way in hell this year would end without all four of us living together or three of us if Jess is going to be a problem. But i will be damned if she thinks I'm going to agree to be a weekend dad, of anything she will be the weekend mother.im not spending any more time away from my children.
"Damien as you can see we were about to go out, my daughter has to go to the hospital and i believe i have wasted time talking to you"she says
"Hospital? what's wrong with her??"i ask.
"She has a fever, but judging by how active she is now i think it went down, but i still want to take her to the hospital just to make sure everything is fine"
"Okay well lets go, i will drive" i say.
"Guys go get my red sneakers from my closet so we can get going okay."
We watch the kids run up stairs ajd once they were out of earshot the storm came down on me with force.
"What do you mean lets go, these are my kids, you expect me to forget how you treated me 6 years ago and sweep everything under the rug, you lost your chance to be a father when you threw me out of your boat and left me stranded. Those kids upstairs are mine and mine alone, so go back to your glamorous life with boats and parties."To say i am stunned would be an understatement. Where is all this hostility coming from.
"Jess i just want to be in your life, Im older now, i dont do parties like i used to before,okay i still do party but i dont psrty like im crazy or anything like i did before. Look can you just give me a chance to be with kids, i just want to get to know them, maybe have them sleepover at my house"
"Sleepover, sleepover!are you crazy, there will not be any sleepovers, you have only known then for 5 minutes and you think youre ready to be a father, just because you donated your sperm does not mean you are their father, where were you when i was in labor?where were you when the kids would wake up at 2am crying and i had to put them back to sleep, where were you?"
I decide to just keep quiet and let her let it all out.
"I thought so, you were not there, so dont think i will just let you do what ever you want, these are tiny human beings who will not understand it when you decide that you arent really the loving father type and decide to leave after 8 months okay, i will be left to pick up the pieces so dont ever say stuff like that ever again"
"Jess okay i sorry, lets start over, would you mind if i escorted you and the kids to hospital, i just want to get to know them, i was hoping we could have dinner afterwards also?if thats okay with you. I know i wasnt there for them, but i did not know i had kids, i dont want to say if i knew things would be different because i cant be certain of that. But please give me a chance to prove myself that i can be a father to them. But please dont shut me out of their lives please." I beg.
She takes a deep breath and nods her head.
"Well we can go to the hospital together, but we're using my car because im sure you dont have child safety sits.it would be a hustle to remove them from my car to yours and last i checked you drive a 2 door car, a porsh right?"
"It's actually a Lamborghini but thats besides the point. Okay that's fine, can i drive though?and do you agree to dinner afterwards on me?"
"Yeah sure no problem. but dont you dare for a second think im going to just do what ever you want like before. I am my own person now not a naive 20 year old."
I just nod, atleast she agreed to let me take them to dinner, tiny steps i suppose.
Im just happy to spend time with them honestly. I still cannot believe she named one of them after me. I cant wait to tell my brother that i have 2 children. I don't doubt for a second that they are mine. But we are going to have to do a DNA test just so there is no question or doubt from the media. I'm a well known man and everyone would be curious to know if indeed they are my children. I can finally write a will and include my kids. This is honestly amazing.We finally get the kids into the car and we head to the nearest hospital. About an hour later we are done at the hospital and i ask the kids were they want to go eat. Im new at being a parent and im sure my normal restaurant arent really child friendly.
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