You Gave Me The Sun.Twice!!

CHAPTER 24

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Jessica's POV
When I wake up I am still sleeping naked in the livingroom mat.
I look around and I see I am alone in this room.
I check the time and I see it's 6 in the morning.
Dammnn that's a great way to wake up. Damien woke me up at least twice for sex and I ended up passing out from too much pleasure. I don't even remember when I passed out.
But for me to wake up with him not here
I see his clothes are not here but mine are on the couch. I look around an I see an aspirin and a glass of water.At least he had the decency to give me something for my head.
I stand up quickly putting my clothes on.
I head up stairs to check on the twins and I find them still asleep afterwards I go around the house to see if I can find Damien anywhere.
It's crazy when I go downstairs I see a room hidden by the stairs.
I go there and to confirm by suspicions, there he is sleeping on his comfortable bed while he left me on the livingroom mat after he used me.
Typical Damien, what did I expect.
I decide to make breakfast for everyone before leaving.
I know the twins will be up in an hour.How can I be so stupid to have sex with him again after everything.

I can feel my eyes getting teary and I decide there and there that I am not going to let him break me again.
I quickly call a cab and thank God it was 2 minutes out.
Just my luck really, I run to the cab and I get in. Thank God the twins won't know I was here since they didn't exactly see me so that's a plus.
How exactly am I going to face Damien when he drops the kids tomorrow? I am so embarrassed, I was not even worth sleeping next too or at least taking me to a bedroom. I woke up because I was cold in the livingroom
Wow, a leopard really never changes it's spots.

After I arrive at my house I decide to clean. Maybe that would get my mind of everything.
I start with putting the laundry in the he washing machine. I head to the living room were I  start vacuuming the couches followed by the floors in the entire house

Stupid really is my middle name.
I finish everything 4 hours later.
The kids will be here tomorrow and I hope I will be ready to face him then.

I decide to go to the mall for some needed retail therapy.
Either way I need new clothes for my job I need to make a good impression either way on my first day.

I managed to make it out of the mall without breaking down and that makes me glad because I can't help but go back to this morning.
Like who does that, I'm sure if all this had happened at my place he would have left and went back to his house.
I feel used, I mean I was a willing participant, I can't even blame the alcohol. The alcohol just made me brave, what's worse is I am the one who instigated the whole thing. I kissed him first and that led to us having sex.

How do I even move on from this,I need to talk to my sister about this. Let me call her to see if she is at home.

After my phone call with Mia I decide to head home. It seemed like she had company. I really hope she has started going out more so she can meet new people.
She really does deserve to be happy.

I decide to listen to my break up playlist. These are just songs I listen to when I'm sad so I can cry and get over the pain quicker. I start with Unbreakable by Westlife.

10minutes later I pull up at my house and I'm shocked by the person standing by my front door. What the fuck does he want.

"I know I'm the last person you want to see but I think we need to talk" he says.

"Talk about what exactly?I do not have anything to say to you"

"Look I'm sorry okay, I do not know what I was thinking," he says.

I want to ignore him but I honestly can not, I deserve answers.
"Why did you treat me like that?"

" Truthfully?I was jealous okay, I had a crush on him for a long time and when you came along I started to resent you because you were the first lady  I saw with Damien who stayed for a while"

" Wait?crush? you're gay?" I ask.

"Well it took a while for me to accept it but yes I am. I long got over the crush because I knew there wasn't a chance with him because he is as straight as they come. So when I heard that you were back in the picture I knew I would have to apologize for how I treated you back then. I should have been kinder and taken you home instead of leaving you by the dock"

"Well I think I understand now why you acted the way you did, but that wasnt cool at all"

" Yeah I know, not one of my proudest moments. Can you please forgive me, I really love this job and I enjoy working for Mr Anderson, I really do not want to have to switch jobs and you know how hard it is in this economy to find a job right?"

"Well I guess its time to bury the hatchet then."

We then shake hands and I can feel all the resentment I felt evaporate. I hated feeling that way either way.

" Do you want to come in for coffee or something?" I ask him
Please say no, I mean we are cool and stuff but I'm not about to treat him like my best friend already that will take time.

"Maybe next time, I have to go back to Mr Anderson's house actually. This was my lunch break"
After I bid him farewell I get into my place and I decide to watch the rookie. Everyone has been talking about it so I might as well watch it. I need the distraction either way.