You Gave Me The Sun.Twice!!

CHAPTER 6

Damien

I am attacked by a wave of anger when I realize she really does belong to someone else. Is she married, I doubt since I didn't see a ring on her finger maybe a boyfriend.
As I am looking at Jessica, two little children walk in to the living room. Jess kneels in front of them and zips up their tiny jackets, she then glances briefly at me and I wonder why she suddenly looks unsettled.

"Damien can you stop asking mom questions, she obviously has visitors can you not see" the little girl points at me. she then approaches me while pulling the little boy too.
Woah, I'm not really good with children and I avoid situations where kids are involved.
"Hie. I am Carrie, this is my twin brother Damien, we are this many" she holds up 5 fingers so I see they are five years old. she then continues talking, "we are just about to the hospital because Aunty Mia thinks I have a fever but I keep telling mom that I am okay, so anyway, what is your name" I am momentarily shocked by the color of their eyes. they look just like mine. I glance up at their mother and she looks everywhere but at me. Wait did the little girl just say they are five years old. Jess and I were together around 6 years ago. it can not be, but the evidence is standing right in front of me. these kids can not be mine. Did she just say the little boy is called Damien, what the fuck is going on here.

"my name is Damien Anderson, I work with your mother" I say with a smile even though I am seething inside. What the fuck did Jessica do.

"wow, you have the same name as me, that's so cool, isn't it cool mom" the little boy says. I am still looking at her and she doesn't even answer her son or Our son. This is all too much honestly, where do I even begin.

"yeah Jessica, isn't it so cool. Jessica can I have a word with you privately please, Carrie, Damien you do not mind if I speak to your mom outside" I smile at them but I do not feel like smiling right now in fact I am furious if these kids are mine I have lost five years of their lives.

"Are you going to be our father? mom says dad did not want us, she said he is an insensitive prick who only cares about himself. Mom used to cry a lot when we were younger. I bet she thought we didn't hear her crying. I bet she missed our dad. But he did not want anything to do us, she said he chased her out of his boat, I just hope it wasn't moving because she really is not good at swimming,"Junior says.
Why did she have to tell them that, she told them I threw her out of a moving boat?

" Junior why don't you and Carrie go upstairs while I talk with Mr Anderson okay"Jessica says but her voice cracks.
When I look up at her, I see she as tears in her eyes.

"Mom, can we go out for food instead and not the hospital? I promise I feel fine." Carrie says.

"I will think about it for now let me talk to my visitor then we can go out" she says back.

The kids look up at their mother, I can sense their hesitation, their mother has tears in her eyes and they are wondering what happened. The little guy looks at me with a disapproving look.

But I have an idea, she is remembering what happened 6 years ago.

" Don't make my mama cry" the little guy says before his sister starts pulling him
But the the twins end up listening to their mother well kind of.

"Could we go outside instead of upstairs mom?" Carrie asks.

"Nope upstairs now, " she says firmly.

The twins finally leave the room and head upstairs I suppose and I am left with Jess. I wait until I'm pretty sure the kids have left so they don't hear our conversation.

"Jessica do you have something to tell me?" I ask sarcastically. Let's hear what excuse she has for practically excluding me from my children's lives.

"Tell you what exactly? That you have two wonderful children whom you refused to acknowledge? I tried my best to tell you about them after I found out 6 years ago. So don't you dare try to come up with some silly excuse. I tried my best and you were not intrested in being a father. I think you should leave, I have nothing more to say to you."
Why the hell is she furious, I'm the one who is suppose to be angry. I'm the one who has missed 5 years of my children's entire life.
They do not even know me, so I think I deserve to vent a bit about it.
Well she does have a point in a way, I did ask my secretary to block all calls from her, so there was no way she could have contacted me. But she could have tried harder.