You Gave Me The Sun.Twice!!

CHAPTER 19

When I open the door I am attacked by my babies with hugs. Even DJ who always claims to be a big boy hugs my legs
I crouch down and pick them both up. Dammnn they are heavy. I give them both a kiss on both the cheeks.
I taught them when they were still very young not to allow anyone to kiss them on their mouth.
Even I don't kiss them on the mouth because I never want them to contract  infections.

I even forgot Damien was behind me, he takes Carrie from my arms and throws her in the air.
DJ wiggles out of my grasps and goes to were Damien is playing with Carrie.
I guess he wants to be thrown in the air too as he sees Carrie giggling.

I dont know why kids love danger so much, anyway I move to the kitchen to make breakfast.

"I bought breakfast, Parker is delivering it in a few" he says
I feel a sudden chill in my spine, did he say Parker
The fucker that threw me out of the boat.
I guess he sees my expression because I hear him telling the twins to go wash their hands twice with soap in their bathroom.

"Jess what's wrong?"he says gently

"You don't respect you Damien, at all" I state. I may look calm on the outside but I am boiling inside. How dare he bring someone who left me by the dock to my house.

"Why do you think so?I respect you very much Jessica"
He tries to reach for me but I step back and hold my hand up.

"How can ask your bodyguard who last time I checked left me by the dock with no source of transportation or anything, he basically left me to die there because he knew there wasn't a way I could find transport there"

"But that happened a long time ago, I didn't think it still bothered you" he says.

" Well it does, and I don't want him anywhere near this house. I will make breakfast for my and my kids, he probably poisoned the food sine he hates me so much"

"Well that's a bit dramatic don't you think?He doesn't hate you and he was just following orders Jessica."

"So your orders was to throw me out of the boat to die.im sure I was lucky the boat was still at shore or I would have been thrown overboard huh!"
I say harshly.

"I think you need to calm down, the kids will be down soon"
This is not getting me anywhere, I decide to leave Damien and heard to the twins's bathroom.
I find them splashing water on each other.

"Heyy guys, seeing that you are playing with water I guess you are done. Go downstairs to your dad and I will be there in a second okay."
They both nod their heads and rush out of the room.

"no running down the stairs"

"Yess mummy"they say
But I hear that they indeed are running down the stairs

I go to my bathroom and stare in the mirror. I should probably take a bath, I need a me day honestly.
I quickly take a shower and I decide on wearing an oversize red sweater and black shorts with my white Airforce 1s.
After putting my hair in a ponytail and putting on light makeup I heard downstairs.

I see that Parker has delivered the food and Damien has already placed the food on the table.
I am not happy seeing my kids eating food brought by that man but I decide to keep quiet.

I head to the kitchen and I take out a granola bar. Since I'm going out I will buy breakfast on the way.
I refuse to eat the food, I know I am being petty but I can not help it.

After drinking water I go back to the dinning room.

"DJ, Carrie, mummy is going out okay, so be good for your dad. I will see you guys later okay" I say looking at my babies but I can feel Damien's eyes on me but I don't even look his way.

"You won't sleep at your friend's house today right mama" DJ says.

"I won't sweetpea, I promise" I kiss his head.

I go to the living room and grab my car keys and purse and then I am out of the house.

I haven't had an off day in a long time. It's a Sunday today and I usually spend it with the kids but today I can finally let loose. I decide on MacDonald where I grab fries and nuggets. After I finish eating I go to the nearest massage parlour.

I spend 2 hours there since I got the full body massage and pedicures.

After that session I feel more relaxed. I head to the mall next for some shopping. I am basically just doing things that I never do because I have kids who constantly need my attention.
I can't help but think about the conversation I had wig Damien, how can he not see things from my point of view.
Men are thick headed honestly.

When I go back home it's late afternoon and I ended up buying things for my kids. I also saw a cute necklace and earrings for Mia.
I felt so bad after our talk yesterday that I am going to spend the next years trying to make it up to her.

I open the door and I hear a dog barking. I go back to check if I am in the right house since I know I haven't bought a dog. But I am in the right house so whose dog is that I ask myself.

I head to where I hear giggling and  barking and I see that a huge dog is sitting on Damien's lap while the kids are petting it while standing up
I realise that it barks when they stop petting it

Where did Damien get a great Dane, I have always loved that Dog.
I don't even realise I am smiling.

"Mummy you are back and you have packages. Are those for us?" Carries asks.
"Yeah, I went by Toys R Us and I saw toys that you wanted last time. So I bought them for you both. I also bought a bunch of clothes too for you guys."
Carrie squeals while DJ is still busy petting the puppy.

I go to the kitchen so I can prepare dinner. Since they had take outs in the morning it's a must they have a home cooked meal.
I decide on mashed potatoes, black beans and grilled chicken and gravy.
I had a thought on not including Damien but that would be too cruel.
So after preparing the meal I go to the room to change.

"Did you guys bath?" I ask.

"Yes, I made sure they both take a bath and cleaned their rooms." Damien says.

I only nod my head, because I honestly have nothing to say to him.

"Really Jessica, you are going to use the silent treatment?"

I still don't give him the satisfaction of reacting.
I would use the dishwasher to wash the dishes in the sink but I decide I need the distraction and hand wash them.

"Jessica I'm sorry okay" he says.

That's when I look at him.
"For what Damien?"

"For what ever made you mad at me, I was wrong" he says

"Why are you apologising when you don't know why you are apologizing. I don't need a half hearted apology. Can I please continue what I am doing without you in the room please" I say.

Thankfully he leaves me in peace and I continue what I am doing.