Rebel | Jinkook

Twenty-Two

Jin laid back on the mattress as Jungkook kissed him. He embraced Jungkook by wrapping his arms around his neck, enjoying the kiss he had longed for.

Jin moaned into their kiss as Jungkook's fingers moved higher beneath his shirt and stroked his nipples. At that moment, Jin's legs slipped from underneath Jungkook and wrapped around his waist.

As Jungkook's hips drove more into Jin while he deepened their kiss, Jin let out an even louder moan as he felt their clothed cocks pressing against one another.

After a moment of heated kissing, Jungkook broke the embrace, looking longingly into Jin's eyes before pulling away to lie beside him. He wrapped his arms around Jin and planted a kiss on his temple.

Jin pouted and turned around to look at Jungkook while still in his arms, "why did you stop?"

With a smile, Jungkook stroked his fingers over Jin's side under his shirt and said, "I want us to lie together like this."

"Oh."

"It seems as if you are disappointed," Jungkook said after observing Jin's facial expression.

"I am not disappointed. I was getting ready to do the sex with you because I thought that was what would happen, but I think I misunderstood. But I don't mind if we stay together like this. Not what I want is important today. I'm here to help you get what you want, and if that means doing it this way, I'm happy as long as I get to be with you."

Jungkook found himself at a loss for words as he looked at Jin, unsure how to convey his thoughts and emotions. He was not used to sharing personal feelings. After taking a deep breath, he leaned into Jin's comforting embrace, burying his face in his neck and allowing himself to relax. With his eyes closed, he felt comforted in Jin's presence, something rare for him.

There was something about Jin that he couldn't quite put his finger on, but it made him wonder what it would be like to be as emotionally open and expressive as Jin.

Jin combed his fingers through Jungkook's hair as he hummed a lullaby his mother used to sing to him. He was looking forward to watching some videos on what other couples had done when one of them had lost a parent. He was confident he could improve as a boyfriend to Jungkook if he had guidance.

When Jungkook awoke five hours later, he and Jin were still entangled in each other's arms. He slowly retreated, avoiding waking Jin. He got out of bed and looked at Jin in wonder. He had no idea Jin would sleep so soundly. When he was asleep, Jin appeared as calm as usual, even though he knew his bed was not very comfy and was likely giving him some discomfort.

Jungkook sighed, tucked his hair behind his ear, and left the room. When he passed by Taehyung's room, he shook his head at the noises he could hear coming from within.

It made him happy that Jin was still asleep. He didn't want him to be exposed to hearing any of what was happening between their friends.

That was the primary reason why he had also stopped himself from pushing things further between himself and Jin earlier in the evening since he knew the walls of his room were thin and didn't want Jin to become embarrassed or shy afterward.

Jungkook knew Jin had a childlike innocence about him, and he wanted him to keep some of that quality. In private, he didn't worry if Jin lost any of that innocence as long as it wasn't seen or heard by anyone other than him.

When he reached the front door, he slipped on his sneakers and exited the apartment. He opened his phone as he leaned against the outer walls, grateful yet troubled. He couldn't figure out why Jin had paid his bill. He should have requested his permission beforehand. He wasn't the kind of person who needed help. Taking care of himself was not a problem; he wanted Jin to know that.