Secrets (h.s)

Zouis

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I turned my head to where the voice was and there was my dad. He looked so pissed of. Beau looked at me with his eyes wide in fear. He than gave me a nod, I was confused at first till he "slapped" me (when I mean slap I mean he slapped his own hand beside my face to make it look and hear like he slapped me) and said "you ungrateful bitch, fuck you. Do you really think you can have my sandwich, your already fat as fuck so shut the fuck up".

I know beau didn't mean any of those words but it still hurt. My dad started walking towards us and had a smirk on his face.

"Good job Beau I will take it from here."

"It's ok sir, you relax I will take care of it"

"No, I need to talk to her alone"

Beau nodded his head firmly giving me a apoplectic look on his way out. Once he leaves my dad looked at me a bad glint in his eyes.

"I told you I would find you and make you regret it." he said giving me a disgusted look.

I cowered away in fear.

"Come here bitch!" He yelled while pulling me beside him.

"Your just like your mother. Pathetic, useless, worthless, ugly, and the list go on and on." he spits at me venom lacing his words.

I feel my eyes burn with the tear that were threatening to spill out. One of my most touchy subjects is about my mom, my appearance, and my past.

"What wrong you about to cry? Good cry, fucking cry you dumb bitch. I'm going to make your life so bad your going to wish you were at hell because even there would be better than here slut." He said. he then slapped me so hard across the face I fell to the ground.

He left after that, and I was pretty grateful I only got a slap to the face, but to be honest his words hurt more than his hits. I felt so broken on the inside but I couldn't cry. I don't know why but no tears came out so I just sat there feeling myself braking and hurting piece by piece.

I need someone to help me escape or I, myself will escape from the nightmare I'm living in and not in a good way.

Louis' pov

I can't believe Harry Liam, and Niall left us for that ugly slut. At least I have
Zayn my bro. After our "fight" Zayn and I went to a calm park. It didn't have a playground or anything, it was covered with plants and trees and there was a walkway, it's so peaceful and calming.

"I'm working on a song Lou you want to hear it." Zayn told me.

I'm honestly a huge fan of Zayns writing. All of us lads write, but Zayn doesn't write as much so when he does his lyrics are very beautiful or very fun and upbeat.

"Sure, what's it called bro" I reply

"It's called Over Again. remember I was taking about finishing it." Zayn said

I remember him talking about the song and how much he's been struggling with it.

"What are you waiting for sing it." I tell him with a smile.

Zayn had the type of voice that is so calming and beautiful. I know I sound like a girl but why lie he's extremely talented, and to add to his talents he can master high notes.

" Said I'd never leave her
Cause her hands fit like my t-shirt
Tongue tied over three words, cursed
Running over thoughts that made my feet hurt
Bodies intertwined with her lips.
Now she's feeling so low
Since she went solo
Holding the middle of my heart like a polo
And it's no joke to me
So can we do it all over again. That's all I have done so far mate." said Zayn

"Zayn that great mate. I think that might be my favourite song that you wrote so far, come on keep singing it." I told him.

"That's the thing Lou, I'm stuck. Im having trouble writing the chorus." Zayn replied disappointed.

"So, you want me to help you." I tell him with a knowing smile.

"You know me so well."

"What can I say your my bro. So for the chorus tell me how you want it to go?" I ask him

"Well, I want it to be a powerful song. By powerful I mean the words. I want it to actually have a meaning that means something. Not something that's meaningless. Ugh I'm not making sense am I" Zayn says frustrated.

"No I get how about it starts like
If your pretending from the start, like this, with a tight grip, then my kiss can mend your broken heart I might miss everything you said to me." I tell him

"Your a fucking genius Lou I love it thank you, but I feel like something is missing. The song just won't be complete with the other boys." he says a bit sad.

I immediately feel angry pulse through me.

Zayn pov

Once I said that Louis stiffened and his face twisted in anger.

" They left us Zayn, for a girl, a girl we bully. theRE SO FUCKING WEIRD. FIRST THE HURT HER MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY WITH US, THEN THEY ACT LIKE EVERYTHING IS FUCKING FINE. WE HATE HER ZAYN, WE HATE HER. SHES A FAT SLUT WHOS WORTHLESS AND SHOULD JUST DIE. I CANT BELIEVE YOU WOULD EVEN SAY THAT ZAYN AFTER THEY LEFT US FOR HER." I yell at him.

"But what did she do to us Lou. Yes I hate her but we really did change her life and not in a good way. When we met her she was a fit girl she wasn't fat but she wasn't like a stick, she was at a great weight, but after we started calling her fat and everything she got a lot slimmer, and when I say a lot I mean a lot, for fucks sake you can see her ribs through some of her shirts. Also even though we would make fun of her, embarrass her, hurt her and everyone would hate her she would still smile and be strong through it all. I hate to admit it, I really do but I admire her for it. I even want to write a song about it because it's so inspirational. I know I sound girly as fuck right now Lou, but she really was something and we ruined her but she continued to be strong through it all."

I tell Louis my exact thoughts. After the lads left I thought about everything. Us bullying her, calling her names embarrassing her. I noticed she really didn't deserve any of that. I still don't like her but she's really a strong girl to be able to go through all the shit we put her through.

I look at Louis and he's just looking at the ground obviously thinking. We both didn't talk for a bit, the silence was nice till Louis spoke up.

"I'm calling the boss. I need some weed to chill and think of everything." Louis said

I nodded, I don't know whether he was still pissed of at me or not but he sounded calm. Louis sighed and looked at me.

"Would you like to join me, bro" he said cracking a small smile.

I nodded smiling

"team Zouis forever mate." I told him

He called his boss and he answered

"Hey Steve......