Secrets (h.s)

"I'm so sorry."

Harrys pov

"What do you mean you're still breathing?" I ask her slightly worried.

She looked at me with dark circles around her eyes. She looked tired and sad.

"I'm still breathing." she repeats.

"Ella you're starting to worry me." I say going closer to her.

"I'm going to my room." is all she says before she stands up and basically runs upstairs. Whats going on with this girl.

Ellas pov

I don't know what to do. I cant do this to Harry. I wish I could just tell him everything but what if they're watching us right now. If I don't do what they say though they will give me to Steve. I cant be selfish though. I'm going to get caught sooner or later. might as well do it sooner if it means harry will be happy.

I burst into tears and just quietly sob into my hands.

"I'm so sorry harry." I keep repeating to myself.

"I don't have a choice but to do this." I say to myself.

I wash my face with cold water and change into some jeans and a plain white t-shirt. I wear my black converses and tie my hair in a loose messy ponytail that looks ok. I look in the mirror and practice my fake smiles in the mirror and wear the one that looks the most realistic.

I go down stairs and beside Harry.

"can we please go to the city?" I ask harry sweetly with a big fake smile.

"Um sure, but are you sure you want to go? We've been out in the city quite some bit. Steve or one of his workers might spot us."

That's the point

"What?" he asks.

"What?" I ask back.

"You said something." he says.

crap I said that aloud

"Nothing lets just go." I say grabbing his had dragging him out the door.

"Wait the keys." he says.

Harrys pov

I go back inside to grab the car keys witch also has the house keys on them. I'm quite confused with Ella's strange behavior. First she was so emotionless and tired and now shes all happy and smiling so big where her adorable dimples are visible.

We arrive at a mall and ella went in Victoria Secret and I just waited for her outside the store sitting on a bench. She comes out with no bags or anything like that.

"why didn't you get anything?" I ask her standing up.

"I didn't need anything I just wanted to look around that's all, sorry." she says.

"Its okay no need to apologize." I tell her with a soft smile which she returns.

"Harry can we please go to the park where you dropped my off after I tried to you know...." she trailed off.

"Sure, but why?" I ask her.

"I just want to." she says.

"Okay." I agree not questioning her anymore.

We arrive at the park and I sit at a old bench with paint peeling off it. She doesn't sit she just stays up zoning out and her began to water.

"What's wrong." I ask her getting up.

she holds both of my hands in her small cold ones. A tear streaming down her face. Her nose went red and her eyes started getting glossy.

"What's wrong?" I ask her again.

"I just want to let you know harry you really helped me in my life. You made me a happier person. You made me laugh so hard that I had tears in my eyes. You gave me the best adventure in the entire world. You made me start talking again which Is a huge leap in my life. You mean so much to me Harry. You're the closest I have to family, and Luke of course. At first I hated you. You made my life worst then it already was. You made me want to commit suicide. You made me feel worthless, ugly and like if I died everyone would be a lot happier. So I decided I should just end everything, but you saved me. You became my superhero. Haz the hero is what I would call you sometimes in my head when I would think of what happened. I'm so sorry but I had to do this. Please protect yourself and hide. They're looking for you. You cant go back to the cabin they know we live there. Go find somewhere else to hide and be very careful.." She says by now she was crying. She hugged me so tight burying her head in my neck. I could feel her tears on my neck. She stopped hugging me and cupped my face.

"I'm so sorry. " she said before kissing my cheek and running into a black GMC on the road. She looked back and yelled "I'm so sorry!"

I couldn't move I felt frozen.

"Say bye forever." said the familiar voice that I despise while looking out the car window laughing loudly.

Steve.

Thank you guys for reading had to use my computer since my device got tooken away because apparently im not social enough that's why I wont be able to update as often and will have more mistakes then usual im sorry I love all of you thanks for reading