Secrets (h.s)

Swimming/drowning

Ella's pov

I was really bored since were always in the house. Harry is training, and I walked in the training room thinking Harry would have a shirt on but he didn't. There was sweat dripping down his forehead and all over his chest. His muscles flexed with each movement. He also had abs which almost made me drool but I controlled myself. I noticed I was probably staring to long but I was happy that he didn't see me so I got out before he could.

Something I really like about Harry is his tattoos. They make him look more intimidating but it suits him. He has lots of cool tattoos and I can help but wonder if they all have meanings or not. He also has this big butterfly on his stomach, which I really wonder the meaning of if it has one.

I felt a little bit claustrophobic in the house since I'm always in it. I wait for Harry to come finish his training so I can ask him something.

I look out the window to the beautiful view of nature. I always loved nature and thought it was pretty cool, but I never really got to explore it since dad would get made if I came home any later then 4:30pm.

I wonder how he's doing now. Does he now notice how much I did for him. cook, clean, give him Advil and water when he was hungover.

He wasn't always bad, he used be the best dad in the entire world. Whenever I wanted to go to the park he would take me. If I wanted a cookie and mom wouldn't give me one he would sneakily give one to me and I would giggle. That was like our little secret. He would pick me up and I would feel like I was flying. He was the perfect dad till I was six. Then everything changed.

It started off with him coming home drunk and mom handled him pretty well, but it started getting more physical. He would force mom to do things she didn't want to. If she tried to protect herself from him he would hurt her more. I never helped mom since she told me not to.

I didn't know what was going on. I was only six. I knew it wasn't good though since she was crying and screaming. I don't know why he changed but it ruined my entire life.

I really needed air now, I feel like the walls are closing up on me. The rooms also gets really hot.

I rush upstairs and put on a pair of leggings and a tank top. I put a sweater on top of the tank top just in case if it gets cold out side. I wear some runners that Harry got me from the brand Nike. I put my hair in a ponytail and head down stairs.

When I arrived downstairs I see Harry drinking some water still shirtless. I force myself not to look at his bare lower body. I cleared my throat to get his attention.

He turned his head back and looked at me. I point towards the door trying to get him to notice I want to be outside.

"You want to go out for a bit?" He asks

I nod.

"You can't go alone. Wait for me, I just have to take a shower, I will be quick." he tells me. He doesn't even ask if I want him to come with me, but I nod anyways.
-
-
Harry's now changed into some joggers, a t-shirt with a hoodie on top with some runners. His hair is still slightly damp.

We head out the door and it was like a breath of fresh air, literally. I look at the green trees surrounding us. The small flowers in the ground. The different noises from different animals, insects, birds.

It was nice out to, not cold but not to hot. We start walking a random way. There was no pathways since we're in the middle of nowhere.

While we're walking I was also looking around which wasn't a good idea because I walk into a tree.

That's not all though I also fall. Who falls when they bump into a tree.

I hear Harry laughing from behind me. I turn around to see his eyes squinted and both his dimples visible.