Secrets (h.s)

H+E

Harrys pov

I sprinted away from the ticking bomb tied to the man who was making muffled noises since his mouth was taped. I ran into Scars black GMC truck. We speeds off and I hear the bomb exploding the lights reflecting off the car mirrors.

"Good job Styles, did you leave any evidence." asked Scar.

"Of course not just the usual H+E." I replied to Scar.

Scar was my best friend in Black sparrow after Louis of course. Louis joined my fathers which I call Desmond's gang and so did I. Scar helped me in my first missions and treated me like a normal person not like a god which the other gang members do Just because I'm Desmond's son. Scar has black hair and a 8'00 clock beard. He has brown eyes and long lashes. He's Zayn's cousin so they look quite alike. His actual name is Ali but everyone calls him Scar because of the long scar that runs down the arch of his eyebrow down to his jaw line. He go the scar from a very big mission of his that he doesn't like to talk about.

I joined my fathers gang which is called Black Sparrow about three months ago. Almost right after Ella left me. I always wondered why she left back to her abusive father but she did. I never forgot her, I actually think about her everyday. I was a mess when she left me. I stayed with Louis even though she told me to hide. I was falling for her. she meant so much to me. I still can't believe she left me for that bastard. I don't even know how I managed to join Desmonds gang but I did. Even though he made us go through all that shit. I'm still a good person though. We just kill people who deserve to be killed. I don't steal either other members do that.

I still can't help but wonder though what happened to Ella.

Ellas pov

"I'm so sorry, but you deserve this." I say while slitting the 30 year old ladies throat.

She's been abusing many of these little homeless kids and using them. I carve E+H on her stomach and make sure to not leave any evidence before sprinting away from the alley.

I always feel guilt after a murder no matter how much they deserve it. When I first got with Steve he gave me a good beating then tried kissing me but I didn't let him. I fought back for once and he left with a broken wrist and a bloody nose. I expected him to kill me the next day in a slow painful death but he surprised me. He said I could either be his punching bag and slut or one of his gang members. You can tell which one I picked. I refused to do anything bad though unless the person deserved it. He always asked me what the H in E+H means.

It stands for Harry since he helped through so many things. He helped me start talking again and gain more self esteem. He made me feel important and like I deserved be alive. I miss him and always wonder if he's okay. I wonder if his dad took him again. I hope not, the only reason why I left him was because I didn't want him to be in is fathers gang. As long as he's safe, healthy, and happy I won't regret what I did.

I go back in the old abounded building. I give Jai a bro hug when I see him.

"How was your murder." he asks.

i just shrugged. The boys and basically everyone but Harry still thinks I don't talk. I guess I don't except to my victims. I always apologize before I kill them or hurt them. I never stole or did drug deals. I just hurt the people who deserve it or else Steve will be mad and no one wants that.

I was walking away when jai said "Steve's calling you in his office."

I nodded my head kind of like a thanks. I just go in his room not bothering to knock on his door. He always gets annoyed or mad when I don't knock but I don't care. I actually like getting on his nerves that's why I do it.

"How many times do I have to tell you to knock on my door." He says through gritted teeth.

I just shrug like I don't care since I don't.

"You got quite the attitude now. Better be careful." he says some what threateningly.

I just smirk not afraid. I know he needs me, I'm one of his best he can't let go of me.

"You have a new mission. You have to sneak into one of the best gangs in the UK. You have to act like you're a new member. Show them everything you got and gain there trust. If you fail this mission lets just say you should say goodbye, forever." he says.

I kind of shake my head basically asking what gang this is.

"The gangs called Black Sparrow."

Hope you guys liked the chapter im still writing on the computer so its not that good sorry bout that I love all of you and thank you so much for reading