Secrets (h.s)

Anger

Harry's pov

My dads a gang leader. A FUCKING GANG LEADER.

I can't believe it. I run out of the house and just keep running. My legs are burning and Im out of breath but I don't care I need air and space. He left us so he can be in a gang.

I keep running and running until I'm at the lake me and Ella were at.

"I hate you." I mutter.

Ellas laughing so hard She has tears pooling in her eyes. I never saw or heard her laugh this hard before.

I'm so embarrassed standing here in her underwear. It's small and I feel like my friend is going to fall out any second.

I feel myself slightly smile at the memory but then I go mad again remembering why I'm here.

I try taking deep breaths to calm myself down buts it's not helping. I feel suffocated so I take of my pants and shirt.

I dive in the water and stay under till my lungs were begging for air. Once I'm above the water I gasp for air. I'm not sad I'm just mad and angry.

He left us to be in a stupid gang. Yeah he did more things then just leave but still I can't believe this.

What if he kills innocent people? Who am I kidding of course he does. Louis said he's the leader of the biggest gang in the UK.

"FUCK!" I scream.

I get out of the water and punch a near by tree. I don't care that my knuckles are bleeding or that it hurts like fuck. My dad kills people, kidnaps them, rapes them, I seriously can't believe it.

I then fall to the ground and cry. I just cry and cry, not because I'm sad though, but because I'm frustrated and mad.

Who the fuck does he think he is leaving us alone. We starved because of him. Gemma and I both had to work since mums job didn't pay enough.

I hate him, I hate him so fucking much.

"FUCK YOU!" I yell as loud as can to him even though he's not here.

My body is shaking because of how angry I am.

I yell and yell till my throat hurts.

Why?

Ella's pov

It's been a couple minutes since Harry left and now I'm going to look for him.

Louis comes outside with me but he's going to his car to go home.

I run in the wood having no idea where Harry is. I run and run till I hear yelling. I run towards the yelling my legs burning. The yelling is coming from the lake me and Harry were at. Finally I see harry.

"FUCK YOU!" He yells.

I jump back a bit because of how loud he yelled.

His knuckles were bleeding and he has tears on his face. I didn't even notice his hair was wet and he's only in his boxers.

He yells some more and I feel my heart breaking for him. I know how it feels for your dad to be in a gang leader but I had deal with it most of my life. Harry on the other hand never had to deal with something like this. Harry has so many secrets that he's not telling me, and I'm not even sure if I want to know them.

I want to go up to him and tell him it's going to be alright. Make him feel safe and secure, but I can't. I hate myself for that.

Why can't I though? I can talk I can do this. So I do.

Hope you guys liked it I don't know do this is going to fast or not if it is sorry and I know hear chapters are not that long but I'm updating a lot since I didn't update in a while please evoke and comment it will mean a lot I love you guys <3