Secrets (h.s)

Moments

Harry's pov

I wake up and stretch. Suddenly memories of last night flood my mind.

I told her everything, even that I tried to commit suicide. I feel two emotions right now. Regret for telling her, but I also feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Know one knows the full story except Ella, not even Zayn knows the whole story.

I then remember my journal is still with her. Shit, I wrote personal things in that, hopefully she didn't go through it.

I hear footsteps coming down the stairs and I see Ella coming down. Her hair is a mess and she has bags under her eyes. She rubs her eyes tiredly and let's out a soft yawn.

She writes something and shows me. She wrote extremely messily since she's really tired.

I finished the song

I make out what she wrote.

"You stayed up all night to finish the song?" I ask surprised.

She nods rubbing her eyes, she looks really adorable when she does that.

No Harry she doesn't.

Yeah she does.

I internally groan, not again.

"Why did it take you that long, we only had the bridge of the song left." I tell her

She writes something down and hands it to me.

I wanted it be in your point of view since the whole song is. I also wanted to incorporate the things you told me last night. So I tried my best adding some of the feeling you told me and the memories. I read

It kind of touched me that she actually cared about what I said and added it to the song. It made me feel happy someone actually cared.

"You actually cared." I say but it sounded more like a question.

She gives me a weird look and mouths 'of course I do' I got really used to the lip reading. She gave me a lope sided smile to. She then gives me a loose hug, which surprised me but I returned it and felt grateful that someone actually cared.

"Thank you." I tell her

She gives me a smile and hands me my journal.

She writes something down in her notebook and hands it to me.

I didn't read anything else don't worry, I respect your privacy.

I found it sweet that she actually listened to me. I probably would've been to curious and looked.

I look down at my old brown journal and see the pages she wrote on. There was lots of scribbles and crossed out lyrics on the page we both wrote on, but in the page beside it was a lot neater version and the whole song.

(Play moments by one direction now if you want to hear the song:)

Shut the door
Turn the light off
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this
Even though I try

Heart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands
Touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face

If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time

You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today