Secrets (h.s)

Pain

Harry's pov

I felt so many emotions rush through my body like a flood. My heart was beating at least a hundred miles a second.
She turns around and looks like a deer caught in headlights.

I close my eyes for a couple seconds just to check if I'm not dreaming. I opened them and Ella was gone. I felt disappointment take over all the emotions I just had. My bottom lip starts to tremble and my eyes start blurring with tears. I feel my legs go weak and I just collapse.

Ella's pov

I hide around the corner and just wait to hear his footsteps fade away from me. I don't hear anything for a bit then I hear a loud 'thud' and crying.
I peek around the corner and see Harry on the floor is head buried in his hand while his body shakes with each quite sob he lets out.
I feel a burning start in my chest. I felt many types of pain before but not like this. It's like there is a weight on your chest that makes you feel like you can't breath. Along with a burning type of pain that's just spreads all around your chest. I can't explain this pain, it's so different.

I feel a couple of my own tears start falling. Seeing the sight of Harry crying genuinely broke me, it hurts so much.
I quickly run down the hall with tears brimming my eyes.

Violets pov (yay for the first time)

I ask Scar for Ella's room number so I can go to her and she can explain to me why she never told me how good she was.

I knock on her door but know one answered. I pressed my ear against the door and I can barely hear sniffling.

"I know you're in there." I say while knocking on the door.

I hear small footsteps pat across the floor and the door unlocking. I step back and wait for her to open the door. When she does my mouth fells open but I quickly close it. Her eyes are red and puffing. Her nose is also red along with her cheeks. Her lips are dry, cracked, and swollen.

I quickly go in her room and shut the door. I grab her arm and we both sit on the bed.

"What happened?" I ask her frantically feeling worried.

'Nothing' she mouths and forces a smile but I see tears forming in her eyes again.

"Is it Harry?" I ask her gently holding both her cold hands in mine.

She tries to smile again but halfway through she just broke down. She pulls her hand away from mine and tries to muffle her sobs with her hands.
I pull her in for a tight hug and we just stay there for awhile. She's so vulnerable, nothing like she was earlier today. Her toughness is just a mask to hide her vulnerability. This girl has a lot of things that happened to her, for her to be able to hide her emotions so well she has to. I actually feel pain for her. Seeing her like this genuinely pains me.

'Please go' she mouths crying even harder.

"I'm not leaving you need someone with you right now." I say looking at her with sad eyes.

'Please' she mouths and its like I can hear the desperation behind her voice.

I just nod and make my way towards the door. The last thing I hear before I leave is such a sad broken cry it made me wonder what really happened between her and Harry. What really happened to her.

Louis pov (yay)

I walk down the hall and see Harry on the floor crying. I feel shocked, the last time I saw Harry cry was because of Ella.
I quickly run up to him and kneel on my knee to his height.

"Harry come on let's go." I say gently grabbing his arm and pulling him up.

He's still crying and can barely stand. We walk down to his room. He sits down on his king sized bed and just cries into his hands.
I sit next to him and rub his back in a soothing matter. Once he stopped crying and calmed down a bit I talked to him.

"What happened Harry?" I ask him looking into his now darker green eyes.

He looks back at me and I see tears brimming his eyes again.
"I saw her, but then she was just....gone." He chokes out trying not to cry.

I immediately know he's talking about Ella and feel sadness over take me. Harry never cared for a girl this much. She is breaking him.

"You really care for her don't you Haz." I say using the old nickname I call him to lighten the mood.

"So much Lou, it actually scares me." Harry says quietly like he just noticed.

"I think, I think I love her Lou.

SJDKSKKSKKFKFKS anyways hope you guys liked the chapter I know these aren't that full of information or exiting but I promise a lot of things are going to happen and I know it's taking alot of time for Ella and Harry To be together and Im Sorry but I'm trying to make this kind of realistic and bye the way Harry room is the room pic at the top I love all of you thanks for reading:)