Secrets (h.s)

Anger

Ella's pov

I wake up to the alarm telling game to get ready. I lazily get out of bed and stretch while going to the bathroom. I brush my teeth and wash my face. I take my hair out of the braid and go to change. I open the closets door and take out a pair of black leggings and a plain white tee since I think I'm going to be trained today. I put a hair lastic  on my wrist. I wear my black and white Nikes and head to the cafeteria.

I decided to go to the cafeteria on the fourth floor by the stair since I needed to be in better shape. I definitely did get in better shape after I left Harry. I gained some weight and muscle. I also toned so my arms don't jiggle. I'm actually for the first time happy with my body. I was forced to eat a lot when I first came here as a punishment. I would always puke which led to more punishment, but after awhile they noticed how I didn't puke and got used to it so they stopped. I was actually kind of happy they did that because now I can actually eat properly.

I arrive at the cafeteria and the smell of bread, eggs, and other things. I look around and there's many tables in three long lines. There was a little space between each table in the lines which everyone sat in there groups. I didn't have a apatite because I still felt nervous. I still got a blueberry smoothie though to get some energy. I swear they have everything here it like first class. Some people were looking at me while others didn't even take a glance. I didn't know where to sit since everyone had there groups until I heard a voice shout out my name.

I look in the direction of where the voice was calling me from and see Violet with Scar, and Dylan. She was motioning for me to come over there which I do. I smile at all of them and wave. They wave back while violet says hey.

"That's all you're getting?" Questions Violet pointing at my smoothie.

I nod and take a sip of the smoothie. It was probably the best smoothie ever. I don't even feel I'm in one of the best gangs in the entire world right now. Everyone I talked to seemed nice and they have nice clean room with good food. I feel like I'm staying at a five star hotel.

"Ready for training today?" Scar asks me and I feel a huge smile stretch across my face when he said that.

"I'm guessing that's a yes." He said with a light chuckle.

I nod still smiling like a idiot. I swear people would think I'm getting a million dollars or something when in reality I'm excited for beating up a punching bag and exercise.

"Cute dimples bye the way." He says with a playful wink.

I can feel myself start vouch and I just give him a smile back rolling my eyes playfully.

"Louis and Harry are coming." Said Dylan and i look towards the door where he was looking. Sure enough they were there.

They are both laughing at something one of them said. I start smiling big when I see Harry laughing. I missed his laugh. The beautiful sound of his laugh. They was he leans either forward or back when hes laughing really hard and shuts his eyes tight so that there is crinkles by them. How his mouth is slightly parted while he has a big dimpled smile. It just made me so happy seeing him like this.

I snap out of me thinking about him and quickly think of some excuse so I can get out of here before he sees me.

I put my hair up and act like in going to tie it but then I fake that I noticed I don't have a lastic. I point to the door and quickly get up but Scar who is sitting beside me grabs my arm and pulls me down again.

"You have one on your wrist." He says giving me a weird look when I sit down.

I don't even get how he knew what I meant. I kick Violet lightly under the table to get her attention which it does. I move my eyes to where Harry is and back to her. Her eyes widen slightly once she notices what I mean.