Secrets (h.s)

Suicide

No point of view

Ella and Harry have been working at Black sparrow for four months now. Ella was actually enjoying it here with Harry and her new friends. She enjoyed the missions and never failed one. Harry was suppose to go get ready for a mission now but he felt sick and couldn't stop puking all morning. He wearily went to his fathers office with a pounding headache, cold body, and a fever.

Once he was in front of the office door it was slightly open which was unusual, his door usually is always closed. Harry just brushed that off and was about to knock when he heard his father talking with Alison and heard his and Ella name in the conversation.
He tried being at silent as possible and started eavesdropping on the conversation.

"When is this plan going to be over? I hate being nice to that bitch Ella and she's not giving me any information." Alison says annoyed standing with one hand on her hip and the other dangling down by her petite figure.

"Hold on a little longer. Try getting information from Harry. They're pretty close and Steve said when he went to pick up Ella Harry was there as well. Harry is a dumb piece of shit he'll tell everything just word your sentences carefully. Once this is all over we can get rid of them together. I was thinking of maybe electrocuting them to death. Or should we go slow and painful." Desmond says with a wicked grin on his face playing with his pocket knife and scratching the wooden desk on it.

The knew information Harry just soaked up left him breathless. He felt more sick then he did before and had the urge to puke. He was about to leave when his father said one more thing.

"I hope that fucker Harry," Desmond cringed then went back to his sentence "I can't believe he's my son, he's an embarrassment. Anyways as I was saying I hope that Harry gets killed in a mission so I don't have to deal with his death." He says chucking lightly a the end.

By now Harry could feel the vile taste of vomit go up his throat and he rushed to the closest washroom and puked.

He got out of the washroom after rinsing his mouth and went up to his room. He brushed his teeth and changed into a different pair of sweatpants and a tee since his other ones were drenched in sweat. He took two advils which helped reduce his headache and went to the cafeteria to see Barbra.

Barbra was one of the workers down at the cafeteria. Harry and Barbra have a particular bond. Barbra is like Harrys grandmother. Always making him feel better when he's sick. That's why he's going to her right now.

He went in the cafeteria and in the kitchen were the workers are. Barbra saw Harry and her blue eyes quickly filled with happiness but quickly went to worry seeing the state Harry was in. She rushed to Harrys side and helped him sit into a chair her wrinkly hand on top of Harrys.

Barbra was around her late fifties and had snow white hair. She had pale blue eyes and a plump body. She was a very kind lady and like Harrys second grandmother.

"What's wrong dear." She asks Harry her voice laced with worry.

"I'm really sick Barbra and I need to get better as soon as possible. I'm willing to eat the most disgusting tasting things just please get me better." Harry says with pleading eyes almost begging Barbra to make him fell better which left Barbra wondering why.

Harry has never been the eager to get well. Usually he would like getting sick since that meant he wouldn't go to his missions but she didn't question him.

Barbra fed Harry everything she thought would make him get better quickly and various different teas. She then told Harry to rest in bed till he felt better, so that's what Harry did.

He first called his father telling him he was sick and couldn't make it to the mission then he went in bed and eventually fell asleep. When he woke up he felt much better. He just felt a bit cold and had a slight headache.

He couldn't get the things his father and what Alison said out of his mind. The disgusting words kept replaying in his head. How the words were soaked with hatred and evil. Eventually the words started eating him alive. He was already going to kill Harry so Harry thought he would do it before they did.

He went to the roof of the building the cold wind hitting harshly against his body causing him to sway the direction of the wind.

All of his best memories flooded his mind like a movie and a small smile formed in his face replacing his frown. It quickly vanished though remembering what his father said.

He went to the edge of the building closing his eyes and imagining the long way down.

While Harry was at the edge of the roof Ella just came back from her mission. Her cold body was screaming for warmth and she quickly got out of the car and was about to go into the building when she saw a silhouette of a male person at the edge of the roof. She felt worry rush through her body. Even though She didn't know it was Harry at that moment, she rushed inside and in the elevator to go to the roof as quickly as possible and help that person.

Once she arrived at the floor of the roof she ran up the few stair to the door and slammed it open. The figure turned around hearing the door open and Ella gasped in shock and horror when she noticed it was Harry.

Both there eyes were teary and she didn't know what to say.

"Harry please come beside me." She pleads her voice quivering in fear.

"I can't do this anymore Ella. I-I just can't." He chokes holding in his tears.

"Why Harry?" She asks her scared eyes frantically looking in his for answers but all she could see is pain.

"I learned things Ella. Please you have to leave here, and don't go back to Steve. Leave all you electronics here or else they could track you. You have to leave this country Ella this is so important please." Harry says almost begging for Ella to leave.

"Harry I'm not leaving when you're here." She says slowly coming closer to him.

"I don't have any reason to live in this world after what I heard Ella." Harry says his voice in pain while silent tears streamed down his face.

"You have me Harry, your family, your friends. Please Harry you can't do this." Ella says her voice cracking since she trying not to cry for Harry.

"You don't understand Ella I can't do this anymore, and your reasons for me to stay alive will only bring those people pain. I don't want to put you guys in any more pain Ella." He says turning around and facing the empty fields of grass and cement.

"No Harry please, please don't do this." Ella says not being able to hold in her tears anymore letting them all spill out in a then stream.

Harry didn't turn around which caused Ella to get even more worried she was slowly getting closer to him but the closer she got Harrys would inch closer to the edge.

"You do have a reason Harry!" She yells trembling in fear that Harry will jump.

Harry didn't turn around he just took a deep breath and thats when Ella said something she couldn't even admit to herself.

"I love you Harry!"

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