Secrets (h.s)

Mistakes

Ella's pov

I try to hold in my laughter. Harry was showing me some new moves he learned in the training room mats, and he fell. Not just any fall though. He was trying to do a kick, he slipped and fell on his back. Then he tried to get up again but tripped over nothing, literally nothing. He got up and looked so flustered and embarrassed and his hair was mess.

I tried holding in my laughter but I couldn't do it anymore. I burst out laughing. I felt tears form in my eyes from laughing so hard. I then shut my mouth and giggle a lot more quietly. I can't believe I laughed that hard and loudly. I bet he thought I sounded like a dieing llama. Now this is embarrassing for me.

Harry's pov.

I was about to show Ella the sweet new moves I learned. I was ready and I lifted my feet up to show her the kick I learned but I slipped and fell on my back which hurt like a bitch, but I held in my screams of pain. I could feel heat rise to my cheeks in embarrassment, I try to get up but trip over nothing, actually nothing at all.

That was defiantly a huge embarrassing mistake.

I looked at Ella and her cheeks were turning pink and you can tell it's because she was tying to hold in her laughter. But then her laughs started filling the room. She was laughing so hard there was actually tears pooling in her eyes but she wiped them away. Once she noticed how loud she was laughing she quickly shut her mouth but I can tell she still wants to laugh.

Her laugh is so beautiful though. It was different. It wasn't all girly and cute, it didn't sound fake and forced. It was unique and different but in a good way. Like when she sucks in air cause because of how hard she was laughing a adorable little squeak happens in her laugh. I never heard that in anyone except Luke and that's rare if I do.

I'm happy now that I fell. Yes I embarrassed myself and I was in pain, but Ella was laughing a actual genuine laugh, and that made me happy. I'm willing to be more clumsy for her if that's possible.

After she cut herself really deep I was a lot more careful with her. I would knock on the washroom door if she didn't come out earlier then in ten minutes. I wait until she sleeps then I fall asleep. If she even wants to go for a walk or run I come with her no matter how tired I am. I know I'm being over protective but who wouldn't be after everything's she's been through and what she did.

We both take our showers and I put cream on Ella's back. I was happy most of her cuts are healed or healing. The only bad thing though is there's huge Nasty scars covering her back replacing her cuts.

I go to the kitchen to get a snack but Ella 'said' she didn't want anything. I have so many goals now because of her. There not really goals for me but more goal for her. I want her to eat more, be more comfortable with new people, and I want her to talk to me.

She talked to me once. Her voice was so gentle, and as weird as it sounds is sounded broken. It was quiet but harsh at the same time. She just sounded like she needed someone there for her after all those years.

I never new the stuff that was going on in her life. To be honest I thought she had a perfect life. A loving family that was rich and happy. I was actually jealous of her over something she didn't even have. That's one of the reasoned why I bullied her. I never had a perfect family, nothing close actually. but defiantly not as bad as Ella.

Thinking of Ella and all I decide to check up on her again. I go to her room where she last was. I knock on her door and she didn't answer, so I knock a couple more times and then barge in. She was asleep on the bed. Her hair was messily on her shoulder and some strands on her face. Her mouth was slightly open and soft snores left her lips. She was cuddling a pillow in her small soft hands, and her legs
Weren't sprawled out everywhere, but was clamped shut together. I was relieved when I saw her like and not like how I saw her in the washroom.

She was also on the duvet so I go downstairs, get a blanket and cover her with it removing the pillow from her grasp. The little strands of hair on her face were also bugging me so I move them away. She mumbled a bit but was still asleep.

I decided to take this opportunity and study her face. She has light freckles feathered across her nose and cheeks. You can't tell them from far away, or when your talking to her, only when you're close to her and really pay attention to her features, that's how light they were. She has thick lashes that aren't long but aren't short just in-between. She has a light scar on her temple from the stitches she had there which is healed now. Her hair is light brown with hints of dirty blonde in it and is naturally wavy or curly sometimes. Her lips are plump, a light pink colour, and slightly chapped. She has zero acne on her face. I remember she used to have lots of acne but it's obviously better now. She's honestly effortlessly beautiful, even without makeup she's still beautiful. Yeah the night at the club she was hot as fuck, but without makeup she looks beautiful. Not hot or sexy, just beautiful.

I also started thinking of the little things about her, about us.

The way her hand fits in mine like it was made just for me. How she leans back and shuts her eyes tight when she laughs, and the way crinkles form by her eyes also when she smiles. How when shes mad she has a whole new level of confidence and doesn't give a shit about anything. When she cries how her eyes go red and puffy. The way her eyes change colour depending on her mood, which is seriously so cool. The way her hand trembles when she's scared and takes deep breathes to calm her self. How she slightly sways to a beat of a song so gracefully. How she never liked to use violence unless it's necessary, but if she does have a fight how she never backs down. The way she studies her opponents moves and skills so she can use it against them. The way her eyes light up when you talk about something she likes.

Damn, I really pay attention to this girl.

She's different though. She's broken and she needs someone to fix her. No matter what though, even if you do fix her she's still going to have cracks in her.

I gently kiss her forehead and was getting up to leave when I felt a hand hold my arm and pull me down. I actually got pulled down by a girl who is most likely asleep.

I seriously need to gain more muscle.

My back is facing her so she's right now spooning me. It actually felt nice. She was holding me pretty tightly but it was kind of comforting. I feel like someone is actually here for me after all these years.

Ella's pov

I woke up and my arms were wrapped loosely around something. It must be my pillow. The pillow was harder and less squishy then I remember. I felt my pillow move up and down and light snores coming from it.

What the heck, pillows down breath, or snore.

I slowly open my eyes. It's dark outside, I'm not surprised though since I went to bed around the afternoon. I was tired.

I look at the thing I was hugging and almost screamed when I saw it was Harry. I noticed his arms were wrapped around my waist and our faces were to close for my comfort. Our noses are almost touching.

I push him and shake him to get him to wake up but I remembered Harry's a pretty deep sleeper. I push him more but that didn't help. He just wrapped is arms tighter around my waist which brought us closer together.

I mentally groan. Why?

I always knew he was a pervert. Coming beside me when I'm sleeping, and also cuddling me. I remembered my arms were also around Harry so I quickly remove them from him.

I waited a couple minutes and tried moving more but gave up. every time I moved he brought me closer to him.

He started mumbling a bit then whispering. When I heard him more clearly my eyes widened and I froze in shock at his words.

Hey guys I'm so sorry for the late update but I'm on vacation right now and Internet rarely ever connects so I'm so sorry also in updating a lot since I didn't update in awhile please don't read them all at once so you can have some more chapters to read till the next time I update I hope you guys like the chapter please vote and comment I love you guys:)