UNDER HIS INFLUENCE

Chapter 12

Warning 🕳️!!
This is not a PG13 chapter,it contains mature incidents so if that is not something you like please skip to the next chapter.i will be warning you before hand .....thank u for reading ❣️

Ian
I messed up,and I don't even know why I messed up.I broke her heart before I even had a chance to have it.

I avoided her the whole week,and that must have hurt her a lot.But I too was hurting.My whole being was hurt but I had to avoid Kayla for her own good.My influence was no good on her and I knew it, however much I didn't want to believe it.

But what happened in the office was not my intention.I needed her away but I didn't want to hurt her.

Mae had appeared out of no where and ended up in my office. I needed something to get Kayla off my mind and Mae was just that.

And that is how I ended up in this situation. I had many conflicting emotions and I could not handle them. I didn't know how to.

I could not get Kayla's hurt face out of my mind.She looked at me like she was expecting something else yet I let her down.But that wasn't all. Other than hurt,I saw disgust in her eyes.

It hurt that I made her feel dirty and I deserved all the disgust I got from her.But that didn't take away the pain.The pain I inflicted on her ,and the pain I felt right now.

Maybe I didn't deserve something good, and that is why I always let the good things slip.But this time the hurt was much more than whatever I had felt before and I didn't like it. I wish I could turn back time and make everything better,I would surely have treated her better,or even chosen not to meet her.That would not have brought that hurt to any of us.

It is been another week gone,since I broke her heart and along with it mine too.She has been treating me like a total stranger and I don't blame her.But that doesn't stop me from stopping all the crazy things going through my head everytime I see her.

Knock , knock!!

I am snapped back to reality.Lifting my head up and glancing to the glass door,I see her and signal for her to come in.
Couldn't she look less tempting!!

She looks much more tempting every single day,and I am beginning to lose my resolve. I am afraid I won't be able to stop myself but then I have to.

Her hips sway as she moves and am basically drooling over her right now.Clad in a wine red satin wrap-on skirt and a white button down long sleeve shirt,she couldn't look more tempting.

The material of her clothing fell perfectly at all the right places.Her hair was tied back in a tight bun.She looked like a perfect temptress only she wasn't.She didn't know it but she could tempt me in anything she wore.

If I was this affected by her outfit then how about all the prying eyes of other men.

It drove me crazy that other men looked at her and had crazy thoughts similar to mine or worse. And I could not take that.

"Sir?"

She called and I was brought back to reality. Her voice.It alone could do many things to me.

"Sir?"
Not again!! My resolve was weakening and it drove me crazy. I straightened myself in the seat and brought my hands at the desk. I needed to hide my friend down there who had chosen to betray me.I wasn't doing a good job at hiding him and I was beginning to become uncomfortable.

I was so hard,it was beginning to hurt.So I rushed to the bathroom.Thank goodness,there weren't any other employees on this floor.I could not keep up with the embarrassment,but at this point that was the least of my worries.