UNDER HIS INFLUENCE

CHAPTER 15

Kayla

I had always heard about something called coitus interruptus but I didn't know it's meaning until yesterday.

It was not really coitus interruptus because it was interrupted even before it happened.

We were both so heated up ,I knew something would surely happen.

And something was surely going to happen.

Everything was moving on smoothly until he received a call.

I know,I know that sucks.

But maybe it gave me time to consider whatever I was doing. I know I had chosen to do everything without second guessing myself but I didn't like what I was becoming.

I had told Ian before that I wasn't going to be his whore and yet here I was,acting like one.

That didn't sit well with me and I was not going to sit around and let this happen.

I knew it would hurt given the situation I had with Ian. It would hurt because I had let him do things I hadn't done with anyone else in my life.

I knew it would hurt because I had let Ian into my life and let him come closer to me than I would ever let someone else be.

But if I continued this,I would lose myself.And I was not ready to let that happen.

I spent the whole weekend thinking about everything and not hearing back from Ian gave me more assurance that what I had decided to do was right.

Only problem was implementing my plan.

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Monday morning

I woke up earlier than usual,went out for a short morning walk,just to calm my mind.

It did not help much but it helped cut my time short otherwise I would overthink everything and even opt out.

I could not opt out now.

I had come too far just to give up so soon.

So I dressed up in black formal slacks, a blank tank top underneath and a black blazer.I chose the shortest black heels I had and let my hair down.

It would be my last day at the office but atleast I would feel good about it.

Only it didn't go as I planned.

"I will not accept your resignation Miss Matthews."

He said matter of fact.

I had decided to leave Reya Corp today and keep as much distance as i could from Ian.

But he would not let that happen.

"But why not ,sir?I have laid out the best candidates to replace me and I left everything in order.I will also not ask for money in advance."

I sounded desperate and that is because I was.I was desperate to leave this place and Ian because I was not ready to accept the change that was brewing up inside of me.

"I will not let you leave Miss Matthews,end of discussion.Now go back to work."

I felt like I could beat him up,and ruin his pretty face but then would that be of any use to me?

I didn't think so,and that is why I went back to do my work which was much more than I had ever had.

I know he did this on purpose,and I silently hated him for this stupid act of revenge he put up.