Chapter 10

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Kayla

He was different,not like the asshole he always was. This side of him was gentle.

"Let me make it up to you amoruccio,"He had said,but when he said this i didn't know what to expect. But it sure as hell was not this.

He was so sweet throughout dinner and he even offered to take me for ice cream.It seemed more like a date which is weird cause it wasn't,and it wouldn't ever be.

But it still felt nice,but in a more scary way. I didn't know what to expect,he would snap at me when he got the chance.But I guess I should enjoy it while it lasts. After all,it was no crime.

As we walked back to our rooms, something in me wished this would last,but I knew it wouldn't.

Our hands grazed each other and I felt a spark go through me.Our index fingers intertwined as our hands finally found each other.It felt good,like it was always meant to be there.

I don't know how we finally held hands but we did.Like I said,it felt right.It felt like my hand belonged there,it fit right into his big hand.

We moved silently until we were in the hallway and we were standing in front of our rooms. We could let go but we didn't.

My eyes slowly met his and locked. The moment felt so intimate.Our eyes spoke a thousand words as we stood there. I didn't not want this time to end.

Ever so slowly,Ian came closer to me.His hands caressed my face, bringing shivers to my body. I knew what was happening,I could stop it. But I didn't.In fact I didn't want to.

He lowered his head to mine and kissed me. I felt a thousand butterflies erupt in my stomach.His thumb stroked my neck, making me feel things I could not describe.I kissed him back.

He cupped my face in his hands and deepened the kiss.My hands found his hair and raked through it.The kiss was so intense,I heard the beating of our hearts increase per second.

We pulled away breathless.
"You don't know how much I have wanted to do that amoruccio." He said and I felt my cheeks burn up.

"I should let you get some rest,We have an early flight tomorrow." He said and took a step back. I felt his warmth leave my body and was quickly replaced with a cool breeze.

"Good night,Kay." He said but I couldn't bring myself to speak. I stood there still contemplating what had just happened. It was like a dream,but it wasn't.This was real,so real.

I was about to turn back and enter my room when he pulled me back to him and kissed me one more time. This time he wasn't gentle but I still liked it.By the time he let me go,I felt dizzy so I held onto him and placed my head onto his chest.

He held me there,close to him until we felt someone walk past us. This time, we let go.I looked at him one more time before stepping away.He did the same.

"Goodnight, Ian." I said with a smile playing across my lips.

"Good night amoruccio," he said with a beautiful smile. We both turned away at the same time.It was better thing to do otherwise we would spend the night here. I was drunk for his kisses and I don't know what I could do if I didn't leave right now.

I glanced back at him one more time,and found him looking at me.It was now or never.I smiled and waved back at him and shut the door behind me.

I wasn't ready to face the consequences of what  could occur if I didn't close the door.

As I lay back on my bed,I could only think of one person,Ian.And that scared me.

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