UNDER HIS INFLUENCE

Chapter 13

Kayla

I could not believe what I had just done. I was supposed to keep my distance from him yet some unknown force brought me back to him.

And that is how I ended up here.

"Do you regret it?" He asked but I only nodded.

"I am sorry Kay. I didn't want to rush you."

I looked up at him and brought his face closer to mine and kissed him.

"Does that answer your question?"

" I was here because I wanted to be.I could have stopped everything but I didn't.So don't blame yourself ,Ian.If you keep on doing this you are going to make me regret this and I don't want to."

He smiled and I felt heat grow between my legs.He kissed me again.

This time it was sweet and gentle but nevertheless it made me go weak in my legs.

"Come on I will clean you up."

"That is not a good idea,however tempting it maybe."

"Afraid we may fall back into it? "

"Ian,you know the answer to that.We are still at the office and some one may be waiting for you or me."

"To be continued?...."

"To be continued!!" I replied.

He kissed me one more time and left me to tend to myself.

I needed a shower and therefore I took one. I had never thought that any of this could happen and especially with someone I  was not dating.

For someone always self-conscious about men,I sure let my guard down  easily with Ian.

He had hurt me before.And he could hurt me again,yet I still let him into my life again and let him do things I considered sacred.

Did I regret?

No!!

And that is what scared me. I let Ian make me helpless and vulnerable and yet I didn't feel any remorse towards myself and my life.

I let him step into my life and yet I knew he would walk out of it anytime.

It scared me to think that I was this drawn to him even after what he had done to me only a week ago.

Maybe I was being foolish,but I welcomed it.

Maybe I would regret this later.

But something kept on telling me to live for now.

And so I let myself be weak.

Maybe for once in life I would do something I wanted without second guessing it.

And when the time comes,I will regret it.But for now,I can't let myself down.

I can't live to regret not trying yet I could.

Even though the consequences would be bad.

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The shower was much needed.It helped me sort my head out. I know everything that happens now will be wrong and yet I have chosen to welcome it and with it,I will welcome the consequences that may come after it.

I fold my panties and place them in a handkerchief and stuck them away in the side of my handbag.

As I walked back into the office,I found everything the way we  had left it. My phone had no missed calls and neither did the office phone.

That was good because no one might have come here when we were away.
Atleast I would have found a missed call from the receptionist to inform me some one was coming up,so if there is no call,then no one was here.

I walked into the other office and found him busy with something on his laptop.

"Kay?"

"Yes?"

He looked at me in the eyes before signalling for me to come in.
His hand automatically snaked around my waist and pulled me onto his lap.

Before I knew what was happening,his hand was inside my skirt and on my bare butt.

"What are you doing?"

"Just like I expected!!"

"Huh?"

"We will leave after everyone else today!!"

"And why is that?"

"Because,there is no way I am letting you off alone to prying eyes of other men,in that skirt and with no panties on."

"No one can see a thing,Ian!!"

"The material of the skirt falls directly onto your skin. It won't take a fool to know that there's nothing under.And I can't let that happen."

"But....."

"Unless,you want me to do things to you here and right now,in this office with the whole world watching from down there,you will follow my instructions."

Something in me was awoken. Lust
I loved the idea of him doing what he said but I still held onto my self respect.

So I nodded my head.His touch was electrifying and it made my core ache.

He smacked my ass lightly before bringing his hands out of my skirt and kissing me lightly on my neck.

I will be done here in a few minutes and ready to go.Everyone will have left by then.

It was already 7:30pm and the last person always leaves at 7:37pm.

I sat back into my office wondering what life had in store for me.
I sat idly until it struck 8pm and then I  saw the lights of his office go off.

It was going to be a long night,I suspected.And the wicked smirk on his face proved it right.

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