lyon x reader

chapter 4 hurt

I wake up to the smell of pancakes I know no one is here because I locked the door when I came back. I ran into the kitchen to see hajime making pancakes. "Hajime?!" I exlaim making turn to face me "oh hey y/n!" He said with a wide smile on his face my face softens I sit at the table taking in the smell of the pancakes and sing a song

From winery slopes,above the world below like feathers shimmering light. Fluttering falling snow just the two together waiting embracing tight. Frozen breath hand in hand. I tinny village at night
(Then hajime joins in)
The snow has come again just like that day back then you whisper with a smile as we think as when we met flushing red I hid my face away from the heat sheltered in the Shadows cast by your sleeve over me.

"Do you remember when we first met" hajime asked
"Yea" I resopned slowly

Flashback

I was sitting on that same park bench (chapter 3) I was 4 sitting there on a park bench in winter snow flakes had decorated my (h/l) (h/c). The lake was frozen I had no jacket or family no home I sat there on the bench alone when a young boy my age sat besides me I look at him snow flakes landed on his scarf he had pulled up to his mouth white hair and crystal blue eyes that shown out because all the white he had on not including the snow. He looked at me "are you alone too" he asked "yes" I responded. "would you like too come with me?" He asked " and not be alone anymore" he said. I felt my cheeks tint red "that would be great" I responded. He gave me his white jacket being that I was only in a wilted silky shirt and white shorts. "Here you must be cold." "Thanks a lot I'm y/n" I smiled at him. " I'm hajime" he beamed " new beginning... that's pretty" I smiled back. (if you didn't get your response you were saying his name means new beginning).

End of flash back.

I ran up to my room and brought out a small white jacket that of course wouldn't fit me any more but I still had it. Hajime eyes sparkled and he teared up a bit "you still have it." He cryed a little. "Well when you drugged me too go to sleep I woke up in on a bench of a park with your jacket and this note.
What the note said
I'm so sorry I had to leave y/n but I can't risk you getting hurt again I just want you to know I've always loved you I'm sorry but I can't let you get hurt and don't try to come and find me because you won't be able to mabye ours paths will cross again in the future but only till I can protect you. Go find a nice family to live with.

Forever,love hajime ^3^

"I cryed ever time I read that note" I said sniffling "its ok I'm here now" hajime said trying to comfort me. " why hajime? why did you leave in the first place?!"
I sobbed into his chest. "I couldn't risk you getting hurt again." He said sobbing on my shoulder. "Hajime the only pain and hurt I felt was when you left me." I sobbed into his chest I could tell that took him by shock. "I'm so sorry y/n I'm so sorry." He said reapting his word like a scrated record.
I hugged him tighter. I suddenly felt really tired from all the crying we had done I laid on the couch and hajime snuggled up to me like we had did when we were kids and I was fast asleep

A/n sorry for the lacks of updates and I have a reader x Levi story now its called adjustment so if you wanna check it out go ahead