Our Heart's Desire (gxg) (lesbian)

Chapter 26

SYDNEY

We enter the club. Not the club I was suppose to make an  appearance, but a club for us all to just enjoy ourselves that night. It was around 11pm. The club filled with so many women and men alike. I took Lana's hand has I guided her through the club, bumping into the party people—sipping drinks and throwing it in the air. The DJ playing an array of different music vibes that can get you into a groove. We ended up at our VIP table and took our seats. Our waitress ordered my request and swiftly set it on the table preparing each of our requested drinks.
I was vibing to the music. My band mates enjoying themselves, Bea and Becca sing along to the songs being played and Lana sitting at my side giggling while I whispered in her ear.

"Babe, Stop.... Behave."

"But, why?"

"We are in public babe. You know how I feel about that."

"I do gently rubbing her leg under the dim lights."

She rolled her eyes at me.

"You know I really don't like you rolling your eyes at me unless it is us doing something else."

"Then do something about it." She placed a smirk on her pretty face.

"Baby, your confusing sometimes, you know. One minute you don't want then you tease me. It's like which mood am I entertaining right now?" I chuckled.

"You can feel me, right?  Feel the connection?"

"I do..."

"So you know which one I'm showing right?"

"Yes.."

"So which one is it?" She asked.

I looked at her for a second, "It's the sarcastic we are in public, but I like flirting with my babe... mood." I put a big grin on my face.

"Good!" She said.

I kissed her cheeks, "Of course I respect you. You know I wouldn't in public."

"Do I now?!?..." she laughed.

"Well, yeah..." I said back.

"We'll see about that." She rolled her beautiful eyes.

I plopped back into my seat, "Damn, Baby!" I crossed my arms, "Like you don't trust me?"

"I do trust you... I'm just being transparent."

"Yeah yeah, whatever."

"Don't be emotional babe." She said. "Come here."  She tugs at me to come closer to her and kissed my cheeks. "There's nothing more I'd love to do but be intimate with you, but you also know the time and place. You love me right and you respect me?"

"I do."

"Then just be beside me okay?"

"Yes baby..." as I kissed her lips.

The affect this woman has on me, her understanding, her care. Sometimes I question how much, but that's my over thinking mind talking. She can be the sweetest and the deadliest attitude out there. But I wouldn't want it any other way.

Sagittarius and Gemini—true definition of opposites attract. She's my calm and I can be her storm. My blazing fire to her swift wind. It takes a lot of understanding on both of our parts, a lot of communication, but most importantly a lot of respect. Lana and I always had lots ofrocky bickering moments since we were teens. We argued and fought, she's made me cried, but she always makes me the happiest woman alive. Without her, I don't think anyone would understand me. It takes a lot to get a Sagittarius to settle down, but when we love we love with our whole being—our whole heart. And a Gemini, like the wind, can shift directions at any given moment. What it all comes down to is honesty and transparency on each others part and that we can talk shit out and never put each other down. That's Lana and I. Our compatibility is definite. I'm so attracted to her. And I ignite excitement in her life. She could be with anyone but the connection we have is undeniable. Our heart's desired each other.

I see her dancing with Bea and Becca while I hung out with the guys at the table. We were laughing joking as I was my girlfriend dance—swaying her hips and arms swinging around. Guys and girls alike trying to dance with her. Was so jealous? No! I trust her. But after Greg, I couldn't help myself but be a little worried. But, my baby girl is strong. She smiled at me and was waving her hands to come to her. I excused myself from the table and walked towards my girl.

I got behind her and held her by the hips. We swayed back and forth to the music. My lips kissing her neck from time to time. I took her hand and spun her around to face me. I held her close by the smalls of her back as we swayed close to each other on the dance floor. She pulled me closer to her. Her hands gripping the nape of my neck as I dug my face into the crook of her neck.

"I love you baby." I whispered in her ears.

She kissed me on the cheek, "I love you more."

"Please try to never lose our spark. No matter where life takes us, know that I am your one."

"I can't promise things babe, but I can tell you that your that person I want in my life." 

"I accept that."

"Don't be emotional here babe." She laughed at me.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry."

"Nothing to be sorry about. Just be you babe. I love you and everything about you. You're genuine. And sometimes, I think you're too good for me, and I'm not enough for you. Or I can't reciprocate some things."

"I know baby. It's hard for you sometimes, but I won't stop loving you and showing you. You deserve love and my love only want to show you. No one else will love you like I will. I know that for a fact because our connection is so strong."

She kissed my lips. "Shhhh, you talk to much babe."

I shyly smiled and laughed, "I'm sorry baby."

We kept dancing like that till we were tired and sat back at the table. She sat on my lap as we laughed with everyone's company. We took shots and played truth or dare until it was time to go back to the penthouse. We stumbled slowly to the bus. We joke and goofed off on stripper pole on the bus and fell over every time the bus stopped. We got back to penthouse and we just sat there in the living room living our best life. Ricky and Brian on one end in each other's arms. Bea and Becca on the other side, The other two members sitting on the barstools and Lana laying on my lap on the middle of the couch. It was 3am already and I think we were all too tired to get up.

Lana and I forced ourselves to get up and took quick showers until we we got into bed around 5am. We were tired from our flight to the fun stuff we did that night. We were so so tired and definitely drunk. I big spoon Lana close into me. She went to sleep right away. Her beautiful was impeccable. Her scent intoxicating. My heart beats the same rhythm as hers. We make a perfect team.