Kuroko no Basuke (Various x Reader)

Hope (Kuroko x Reader)

Warning: Angst. (?)

Haha, tell me where you started (or if you started) crying at, m'kay? ❤️

To: Jenners123

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I am the

You saw Kuroko standing there, you instantly felt hurt. It wasn't anything bad, you were just scared of him. He recently became your one and only boyfriend. But, there was this feeling in your stomach that didn't seem right.

darkness that

You felt like you weren't a good enough person for him. He was an achiever, a successful one. When you compared yourself to him, to weren't an achiever, you were a stand-by. A person who just lets whatever happen. A person who doesn't try.

fills your mind,

Kuroko was a person who was underestimated; his misdirection. Yet, at times he was overestimated; when he'd breakdown.

I am not

You were a person who was looked down upon; your fears. Yet, at times you were over looked upon; your loyalty.

happy nor kind,

Yet, all that didn't make you feel good about yourself. None of that made you feel good enough about being Kuroko's girlfriend.

I am the

A pit of anxiety was being built in your stomach. It grew stronger and stronger each minute you were his girlfriend.

reason you keep your

Surely, Kuroko wasn't exactly seen the same way in your eyes to other people. But, it's the way he pulls through things. That's what you like about him.

light on at night,

You weren't even seen in the exact same way in others' eyes than Kuroko. He just finds you as a wonderful person that he wants by his side.

I am that

Insecurity.

which devours the bright,

Vain.

I can

Those two words are the villains of this problem. This fear.

make children not sleep,

"Good morning, (First Name)-san. Did you have a good sleep?" Kuroko snapped you out of your trance, smiling his usual charm at you. Only making you feel more sick.

I am what

"Y-yeah, I slept well..." you sighed out suddenly, shrugging your shoulders along with a nervous smile. Not really...

makes grown men weep,

I was too busy worrying about us...I don't know if I want to keep us anymore, Tetsuya...It hurts a lot if you cry yourself to sleep each night, not knowing what the other person is thinking or feeling. Just...I don't know what to feel because you're such a great person and...other girls are moreover worthy to have you.

I am what

"You have dark circles under your eyes." Kuroko raised a hand to touch under your eye. In response to his upcoming action, you slapped his hand away.