"I don't think you've ever felt anything that didn't hurt you.
We've found each other, out of everyone else in the world. Does that hurt, too?"
The rest of the weekend goes by fast, i really wish it didn't.
We're now on our way home Sunday night.
"I wish we could spend the rest of our lives together there" i said to him sighing.
He looks at me for a quick second, "one day we'll move to the beach" he says smiling.
I smile at the thought, "I'd love that, we can have a golden retriever until we feel ready for kids" i said.
He nods, "we can name him milo or maybe sunshine" he says.
I smile at that, "it'd be perfect and we'll both have our happily ever afters together"
The song 'Mine' comes on the playlist.
"You are the best thing that's ever been mine" i sing along to it, i sing it to him.
He just smiles and bobs his head up and down to the beat.
"You are the best thing that's ever been mine and will forever be mine" he said as he picks up my hand and kisses it.
"You are such a romantic aren't you?" I said to him, he shrugs his shoulders.
A little smirk on his face, "only to my girl" he says.
I look at him, "I hope only to me" i said.
He laughs lightly.
I look out the window, the sunset looks beautiful as we drive down the freeway.
"The sunset is so beautiful" i said out loud.
"Not as beautiful as you" Ethan says.
I blush at his comment. "We're both beautiful in our own unique way" i said looking out.
"True but your more beautiful, not just your face but your soul" he says.
"Your soul is beautiful too Ethan" i said complimenting him.
"Are you spending thanksgiving with us?" I ask him.
He nods, "if that's okay" he says
I hold his free hand, "of course it's okay, we love having you over" i said comforting him.
"Good to know" he smiles.
I smile back.
I feel like I always smile around him, around Ethan all my worries wash away and I like that.
I feel like my normal old self, the me before sadness consumed me.
Everything was just perfect. But I know it will all come crushing down on me.
It always happens.
I frown and Ethan notices.
"What's wrong?" He asks frowning as well.
I shrug my shoulders, "it's just everything is so perfect when it comes to you..." i start.
He nods letting me know he's listening.
"And what if everything comes crushing down on me" i said.
He catches on, "do you think I'll leave you or something?" He questioned.
I nod slightly.
"Yes" i said quietly, "I'm sorry, it's stupid"
"No, it's not stupid and it's totally normal. You need reassurance and that's okay" he says understanding.
YOU ARE READING
The Way You See Me
Teen FictionAll Stella wants to do is forget about her past, she wants to find her old self again, she wants to be her old self again without the people who hurt her. What better way to forget about your past than to move to New York, that's exactly what she di...
