"you are so grown now, you are different from how you used to be.
but somewhere inside is the child you used to be, somewhere there is a little one who is so proud that you are doing everything they wanted to"
Thanksgiving is tomorrow, what i'm most grateful for is Ethan, Diego, Rosy, and Emma. They have helped me so much since i've gotten here, I'm mostly grateful for my aunt Jules, I love her so much and I'm so grateful she let me move here for senior year. If it wasn't for here i wouldv'e never met Ethan.
Sadly Ethan had to go home, he wanted to check on his dad. Ethan is such a good person, he desverse the world and i want to give it to him.
The timer goes off, i open the oven and look into it.
My apple pie looks so yummy.
Today we're doing a friendsgiving get together, and i decided to make them my amazing apple pie because why not.
After i take it, i put the pie in a box i bought yesterday and leave it on the table while i go get ready to leave.
I pick out a pink dress and curl my hair, i do my make up lastly so i don't ruin it.
a knock on my door scares me as i didn't expect it.
I open the door to see Ethan there, standing in a dress shirt looking handsome as ever. I smile and kiss his lips.
"You look so handsome" i tell him, making him smile.
he comes in and shuts the door "thank you, you look stunning as usual" he says, making me blush.
His grin becomes wider at me blushing, it always does. "thank you"
He sits on my bed and i go back to finishing getting ready.
I don't take long considering i was almost finish before he got here, i don't make him wait long.
"Let's go" i said making him look up.
He smiles "my pretty girl"
Ahhhhhh, my head goes Ahhhh when he says things like that. Of course i'm his pretty girl.
I love you, i love you much, and with every fiber of my being.
We walk out of my room holding hands " i have to get the pie i made and then we can leave" i said as i let go of his hand to go into the kitchen.
I grab it and head out into the living room where Ethan is waiting for me.
"Let's go" i said.
We both grab each others hand and walk go the door, I've noticed he always wants to touch me. I don't mind, i enjoy his touch and the sparks it leaves me with afterwards.
The drive to Rosy's house was short. Ethan helps me out of the car by grabbing the pie. The car ride here made me feel like we're a married couple on our way to our old friends house and i love it, i want it all.
He grabs my hand again and we walk up to the door, with my free hand i knock on the door,
It doesn't take long before Rosy opens the door, we walk into the living room Diego and Coleson are already here.
"Hey guys" i greet them, Diego and Ethan do their 'bro shake' as they like to do it. Coleson just gives Ethan a head nod and Ethan returns it.
"Hey" Diego says back, coleson doesn't even look at me. Rosy stands in the corner looking nervous as she plays with the ends of her hair.
Ethan and Diego get into a conversation about a video game while coleson goes on his phone, i turn to Rosy and go up to her.
"Are you okay?" i ask her, she grabs my hand drags me into the kitchen. She starts to cry "rosy what's wrong"
"please don't hate me" she says grabbing my shoulder, i laugh a little.
"i would never hate you" I said to her "now tell me what's wrong"
She takes a deep breath, "i kissed Coleson" she says closing her eyes shut.
Now i actually laugh, like full on laugh. She opens her eyes and looks at me with a confused face.
"Why would you think i would be mad?" i asked her after i calmed down.
"W-Well he's your ex boyfriend" she says as if its obvious, I hug her.
"It's okay!" i said, "he's my ex, i don't care what he's doing" i pull away from her.
"You don't hate me?" she says, i shake my head no
"If you want to go out with him by all means go ahead but be careful, he's sometimes not the best nor the nicest" I warn her.
"I don't want to go out with him, the kiss just happened but i don't think it means anything to me at least" she says with a thoughtful look on her face.
A knock on the door interrupts us. Emma walks in with a smile on her face.
"Hey guys!" she says.
"Hey em" i greet her and give her a hug, Rosy does the same.
"I'm going to tell the boys we're ready to eat" Rosy says walking out leaving me and emma to set the table.
"So how are things with you and Ethan" Emma asks making me smile at just the mention of his name.
She smiles at my reaction.
"Things are so perfect, he's the most perfect boyfriend" i look down as i start to think, "he makes me feel like my old self. The me i used to be before my dad and brother passed away. It's like he can see me you know, and i think that's all I've ever wanted. I just wanted to be seen"
She looks so happy for me. I tell her what i've been feeling for a while now. What i'm so scared to say to him.
"I love him" I said it out loud, i've always just thought it but i've never said it out loud.
She gasps, "no way!" she says, I look at her startled.
"I think i do" she's smiling so hard.
"Awwwww I'm so happy for you, you deserve this!" she says as she comes around the table to hug me.
We hug a little, i feel like I'm on fire after saying those few words out loud but it's true i do love him and it's not one of those things where it's like you think you do but instead it's where you know you do.
Just as we pulled away the boys and Rosy walk in. The boys talk about some wrestling match they were watching.
Emma and i give each other a look as she caught me looking at Ethan and we laugh knowing exactly what we were thinking.
"What did i miss?" Rosy asks us.
Emma says in a whispering voice as the boys sit at the table "Stells loves Ethan"
Rosy's face turns into a suprise look, she turns to me "is that true?" she asks.
I nod, "yes" i said smiling.
"Have you told him" she questions
"No, so please don't say anything to him or anything to anyone" i said, she nods.
"Can we eat now?" Diego asks.
The girls and i head to the table, I sit next to Ethan, The girls giving me a look with big smiles on their faces.
We eat what we all brought, we talk and laugh.
The guys make jokes and watch us as we laugh at them with smiles on their faces.
After we eat, we than hang out and watch movies.
Today was so perfect hanging out with my friends.
YOU ARE READING
The Way You See Me
TeenfikceAll Stella wants to do is forget about her past, she wants to find her old self again, she wants to be her old self again without the people who hurt her. What better way to forget about your past than to move to New York, that's exactly what she di...
