The Way You See Me

Home. (26)

"Dearly did i wish. Dearly did i long for. I loved him dearly"- Margaret Atwood.

It's been three weeks since I've talked to Ethan or even seen him, not even Diego has talked to him.

I miss him so much, I just want to be in his arms again and laugh and listen to Taylor Swift with him again.

Everyday since that day i've been crying, which I know I shouldn't be but who cares! Anyone would be crying if they were me.

I think we're broken up since we haven't talked in three weeks, it hurts me so much to know I don't have him anymore.

There's a knock on my bedroom door and heart gets a little hope it's Ethan.

But it washes away when I hear my aunts voice.

"Stella can i come in?" She asks, her voice sounding off.

I get up and unlock the door, she has tears on her cheeks.

"What's wrong?" I ask her concerned.

"It's your mom" she says, "she's been in a car accident"

My heart drops to my stomach, my head starts to feel dizzy.

"W-What" i ask, "how? What happened"

I can't breath, I can't breath, i can't breath.

"It's okay, stella take deep breaths. You're okay" she says trying to calm me down.

"Pack some things, I got us tickets to go see her" she says after I've calmed down.

"We're leaving in two hours" she says leaving after making sure i was okay.

I pack what I could, I can't even think about what I'm packing.

I'm just worried about my mom.

I finish struggling to see through my tears.

I text the group chat I have with Emma rosy diego and yeah you know who.

'My mom got in a car accident, I'm going back home.'

I texted them and then I moved into my old group of friends.

'I'm coming home'

After I sent it, I turn my phone off.

I don't want to hear from anyone especially from him not right now at least.

We leave to the airport, my heart breaking as we leave.

It doesn't take long until we get to the airport.

We wait two hours until the airplane is ready.

I slept through the whole flight home. I was feeling way to exhausted.

"Stella! Honey it's time to get off" aunt Jules says waking me up.

Aunt Jules rented a car here, so we don't worry about having to have anyone pick us up.