Reincarnated As The Disgrace Marchioness Villainess

CHAPTER THIRTY FOUR: THE GRIEF OF THE MARCHIONESS

Lyryvy POV.

I woke up the next morning feeling numb, and I just want to went back on bed and cry.

Hindi ko nga alam bat ako nag kakaganito eh.

It's been one week after Vinres took a leave.

And it's been one week of my grief for my broken heart.

And also, it's been one week of me locking myself up in my room.

Well yeah binibisita ko Naman Ang mga anak ko, pero Hindi na madalasan.

I have already neglected my work and time for my son's, si Butler kerdel na Ang gumagawa Ng mga trabaho na dapat ako Ang gumagawa.

Habang si ivy Ang nagbabantay at nag aalaga sa mga anak ko.

I know the two of them are already worried about me, infact, I know the whole people of the manor is worried about me because of there constant try on cheering me up.

Hindi Kona alam if normal pa ba ako o Hindi.

Normal ba yong umiyak Ng Isang linggo dahil sa broken heart?

May naririnig Rin Naman akong rumor na nakakamatay daw Ang broken heart sa Mga era na ganito.

Mamatay ba ako dahil Dito?

'Arghhh! Lyryvy tama na Ang drama!' kastigo ko sa aking sarili at umupo sa aking kama.

Sakto may full length mirror sa harapan ko, nakikita ko Ang aking itsura.

Napaka dungis Kona, ilang Araw na akong Walang ligo at kain.

Napaka payat Kona, lumalalim na Rin Ang eye bags ko dahil sa kulang ko sa tulog.

I just looked like a mess up person.

Para akong taong nabuang na.

Parang taong walang direksyon sa Buhay.

I smiled in front of the mirror, as tears started to pour down at my face again.

I don't know, but I suddenly remembered vinres face which made me cry again

"Stop crying lyryvy" usap ko sa aking sarili sa salamin.

"I can't"

"yes you can! Because in the first place Hindi Naman naging kayo ni vinres, kaya Wala Kang karapatang mag drama!" usap ko  sa babaeng umiiyak sa harapan ko.

The crying girl shook her head as her sobs grow louder.

"No I can't, I can't stop them from falling. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, but it is already to late. We have already fallen for him." Sabi nito na nag patigil sakin.

Right, I'm already to late to realize that, I, already fallen for him.

Fallen for that damn Knight who is not here!

Shit, I think I'm going crazy. I think I need some fresh air, I think I need to get out of here.

I immediately stood up and run out of my room, while running, I encountered butler kerdel and ivy who is shock to see me running.

I heard them calling my name but I didn't stop till I reach the garden.

Feeling deja Vu while I room my eyes at the garden ay sumalampak ako bigla sa damo.

This place was the first place that I met him again, after at the cafe and that accident.

This was the first place were butler kerdel introduce us both to each other.

This was the place were it all started.

My cries became harder as I felt someone hugging me.

I scream again, but this time, not because of the pain of the past. But because of my broken heart.

"Marchioness please calm down" I felt ivy trying to calm me, but I just couldn't.

I just felt so fend up and just wanted to scream it all out.

That morning was filled of my crying and screaming as my people watch me in pure pity as ivy tries to console me.

I don't know how, but ivy, and butler kerdel manage to brought me inside of my room.

Tumigil na ako sa kakaiyak, pero tulala Rin Naman ako sa kawalan.

I heard someone talking at my back, and I think it is butler kerdel and ivy talking.

"It's my third time seeing the marchioness broke down like this, first was the death of the late marchess and marchioness, second was because of how the emperor reminded the marchioness of her past, and third this. I don't even know what's the reason, but I have my theory's. But I still do need confirmation." I heard butler kerdel said.

"Well as for me, it's my second time seeing the marchioness cry. I am shook to see her broke down like that earlier, I mean I was happy earlier to inform the marchioness of a great news. Maybe, somehow that would lift up her spirit" I heard ivy said.

"What kind of good news is that your talking?" I heard my ever so fancy Butler kerdel said.

Fancy because of his rich accent that I always envied at him for it.

"Well, that marchioness late parents Murderers are now dead! Since before that you told me the marchioness past, I have already wish for there death so It's quite a delightful news right?" My ever so morbid Maid and friend said.

Kahit na lutang ako ay na pro-proseso ko parin Ang mga sinasabi nila, and I couldn't help but to cringe up because of Ivy's morbid thinking.

But, true to Ivy's words. It somehow lift my spirit up a little bit, knowing that my parents Murderers are now dead and my parents already have there justice finally.

But I was somehow sad for Devin, because his parents. The late emperor and empress was my parents Murderers.

Even now, I still don't know the reason why they killed the marchioness parents.

Wala rin Naman akong mahanap sa memorya Ng marchioness na nag papakita Ng dahilan, kaya I decided to forget about it already.

Kasi Wala rin Naman akong magagawa na, Wala na Ang parents ko at maka-karma Rin Naman Ang kung sino man Ang gumawa sakanila non.

At totoo Rin nga, nakarma nga Sila. Ngayon na nga eh dead ball na Sila.

"Stop that morbid thinking ivy! For goodness sake, even though they are the late marchess and marchioness Murderers we still do not have to wish someone's death!" I heard butler kerdel scolding ivy.

"Tsk, alright alright I'll stop." I heard ivy murmured and after that it was all silence.

I sigh, finally silence, maybe I should sleep more. And maybe tomorrow I could finally go back to my original self.

Yeah, I just need to rest a little bit more.

Yup, I need to rest I chant in my head as I slowly lay down on my bed and close my eyes.

And not so long I was drifted off to dream land.

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Chapter thirty four completed

(Wooppp the last scene for this chapter was really necessary para ma answer na yong Anong nangyari sa parents Ng marchioness nong nag flash back ang marchioness sa past. I really need to fill it up to avoid unnecessary questions Kasi in the first place Hindi naman sya kasali sa plot because away Ng parents nila yon at di kanya 😆, magulo ba? Intindihin niyo na lang 😆. Thanks for reading anyways.)

Next chapter will be entitled 'Continuation of the Search'

- Unique