Complicated Lisa G!P ( Completed )

Chapter 21

Flashback

Lisa's POV

Even though my heart is broken, here I am right now in front of her apartment to be with her on her birthday.

I don't know if she had an idea that I'm going to visit her  because it's been more than a week since we haven't communicated, it's painful for me but I have to accept that she doesn't want to be with her anymore.

I'm not here to fix everything, I'm here to be with her on the most important day of her life before giving her the freedom that I think she deserves.

I opened the door of her apartment with my spare  key and went directly to her room and I'm not surprised to see her and her best friend. V looked at me obviously scared while Jennie couldn't look directly at me.

"Happy birthday honey." I said calmly, V hurriedly left the bed, picked up his shirt and sweatpants from the floor and ran out of the room like a chicken, I just let him go out without minding him.

I picked up jennie's shirt i came to the bed  and sat next to her. "sorry Lisa." She said trembling.

"You wear this first." I handed her her shirt and  she wore it.

I cup her face and I caressed it softly with my thumb, I kissed her lips quickly. "I miss you Jennie,so much ." I whispered to her as our lips parted.

She was crying, she couldn't look at me and I tried my best to stop my tears trying to escape from my eyes . "shouldn't you be mad at me, Lisa? You should be yelling at me or hurting me." I wiped her non-stop tears and shook my head.

Jennie seemed  puzzled . She looked confused by what was happening, maybe she didn't expect my reaction would be like this.

"I'm sorry Jennie" I mumbled. She looked at me in surprise. "for locking you up  in this relationship. If I had agreed to our break up at first, it wouldn't have come to this." I let out a small smile.

It's not that I'm being sarcastic and it's not that I want her to feel guilty, I just really want to make her feel that I'm okay. that I will be okay. "Will you be happy if I set you free?" I asked, as if I had been stabbed multiple times in the chest as she nodded without hesitation.

I took a deep breath trying to stop the rush of tears that wanted to escape from my eyes because of the pain. "then I'm letting you go, Jennie, please take care of yourself, remember that I love you, all I want is for you to be happy." I mumbled , making her sob even more.

She hugged me tightly and my tears fell, which I immediately wiped away. "I'm sorry for what I did Lisa." I caressed her back to calm her down.

"How did you become so good Lisa? I didn't expect you to react like this. I cheated on you and you caught me in the act." She cried and I let out a small chuckle.

"maybe if I hadn't read the conversation between the two of you I might have killed V the moment I went in, Jennie." I giggled, she broke the hug and was obviously shocked by what I said.

"I'm sorry that I invaded your privacy. You forgot to log out of your account on my Laptop and I read that you forced your best friend to make such a show to hurt me, for me to break up with you myself." she was dumbfounded by what she heard.

"I'm really hurt, Jennie. It hurts so much that you can do everything to break us up, but I understand that you're afraid of what might happen if anyone finds out that you're my girlfriend.

I'm sorry if I forced us.I love you so much that as long as I can keep our relationship I will, but I realize that i'm already choking you. I also realize that love is not just about being together, it is also about sacrificing your own happiness for the security, peace and safety of your partner."I couldn't control my emotions anymore, Jennie wiped my tears.

"I'm sorry my love,  I'm  sorry if  i'm not strong enough to fight for you, and for us. I love you so much too but I'm weak. I don't know how to fit into your world Lisa. I don't want a chaotic life. I've tried but I really can't." we both sobbed. "I love you Lisa, I'm sorry if I planned this kind of show but this is the only way I know for you to break up with me, sorry." I'm like a crazy person crying but giggling at the same time.

" Don't worry i understand Jennie, but I think I still doubt it even if I didn't know about your plan. You're still wearing your bra and  shorts and V is also wearing boxer shorts too. I don't think I'll believe  that you had sex with him." I tried teasing her to ease the heaviness of the atmosphere surrounding us even though my heart was scattered into smaller pieces.

We were both very emotional but we made sure that everything is ok  before our separation, we both decided to block all the communication we had, to help us both move on quickly.

We celebrated her birthday with just the two of us, I ordered her favorite foods, we watched her favorite movies , non-stop kissing and hugging each other, I teased her not to continue the separation, but she didn't agree.

Our night ended and we made love. That was very intense, passionate, deep and emotional.

We made the most of that time to make each other feel how much we love each other. I tasted every  inch  of Jennie's body thinking that it was the last time I would taste her and  she did the same. I made sure that I could give her the best pleasure she deserves. Jennie at the same time was very considerate that she gave me the satisfaction I wanted. I don't know how many times we released our orgasm but all I know is that we poured all our love into each other until both our bodies gave up.

I cried as I looked at her sleeping soundly. I question God.

why do we have to get to this point?

why do we have to feel this kind of pain?

why did he bring us together if we were just going to separate?

I kissed Jennie on the forehead before I went to the bathroom and cried quietly, I finished letting out all my tears and I took a shower.

I got dressed and for the last time I kissed Jennie on the lips softly making sure she wouldn't wake up before I finally left her.

End of flashback