Complicated Lisa G!P ( Completed )

Chapter 20

Flashback

Lisa's POV

I know that it won't be easy, but I didn't expect the situation of my relationship with Jennie to be this difficult.

There is no doubt that we love each other but a long distance relationship is really hard. In the eight months that we have been in a relationship, we have only been together four times no matter how tight my schedule is, I still try to make time to visit her.

There were so many trials, such as unceasing jealousy of each other, her extreme possessiveness and fear of the possibility that people would find out about our relationship.

Every time I went to visit her, we always locked ourselves in her apartment for fear that someone might see us. I hate it, I want to travel with Jennie. I want to take her to romantic places, but because of the situation we can't do it .

One time I asked her to walk around the mall and unluckily someone noticed me. There were many scattered photos on social media and as expected , they bashed Jennie  .  Even though they didn't know her because her face was covered with a face mask and cup people still insulted her.

They threw hurtful words at her that hurt Jennie's feelings so much.

I was back in America when the pictures of me and Jennie came out , we were at the mall and we were so sweet to each other.

There are people who are curious who Jennie is, their fans saying that whoever makes me happy will support me but most of them are mad because they know Rosie is my girlfriend.

Many people were angry with me for thinking that I cheated, but  more of them  hated Jennie because she flirted with me even though she knew I was in a relationship.

She was called a slut, a whore, a gold digger, an opportunist and many other hurtful words.

If it was just me, I can handle it, but Jennie? She can't. I was very upset when she called me, she is crying, she was afraid that people might know that she was the woman in the photo, she was so anxious  at that time and  I ended up going back to Korea to comfort her.

Thank God I convinced her not to break up with me. I stayed in Korea for a week to make sure she was ok, even though the bosses of my entertainment agency were furious because I had many shows canceled due to my sudden flight to Korea, but I didn't care.

What was more important for me at that time is to make sure that Jennie is ok emotionally.

During my stay I met the person she always told me. His best friend V, to be honest I was jealous because I saw the closeness of the two of them and my knowledge that he was the man that Jennie likes before did not help the situation.

I forced myself to be comfortable that day because I didn't want Jennie, to think that I don't know how to get along with her friend, but the truth is I wanted to punch that man in the face because of jealousy.

The issue didn't last long, which made me feel better with Jennie.
I came back to America and the issue boomed again because someone noticed me at the airport in Korea.

I'm so exhausted by what's happening that I don't know what to do anymore, I feel the situation is different because when i send a message to Jennie, that's the only time she's going to send a message, I feel her coldness  and it hurts me.

When I call, it doesn't take long because whatever question I have, that's all she'll answer. you know the feeling that she doesn't want to talk to me? every time I say I love you to her, she doesn't say it back .

It hurt a lot for me but I chose not to let her feel that I was hurt, I don't want us to fight especially since we are far from each other.

It's been three months since we've seen each other. I want to go see her but my schedule has been really tight lately, but next week I'll fly to be with her on her nineteenth birthday. I miss her so much even though I feel the coldness of her treatment , I know everything will be ok when we see each other.

I know Jennie, even though our relationship is not that long, I know her weakness. I know how to get her, let me share with you what happened to us after we first made love.

When I said that I never initiated sex with her, I wasn't lying because that was Jennie's weakness.

Every time I go to see her, she always wants me to fuck her hard and deep , i can't say no. Believe it or not  when she was about to break up with me, it didn't happen because when I fly back to Korea to talk to her, instead of talking, we had sex until our body couldn't take it anymore and She made my knees weak .

The next day, when I woke up, we talked about what happened, thank God and she didn't force the break up but I know that she is still anxious.  She initiated to have sex again, I don't know what happened to her innocent self and she became wild from the after our first sex and who am I to complain if I also like it every time she goes wild.

It's been two days that I haven't communicated with her, no text no call. I also want her to be the first one to send a message but she doesn't seem to have a plan.

I'm sitting on the bed thinking twice whether I should send her a message or not.

No !!  I try to test how long she can bear without sending me a message.

I looked at  my laptop and I noticed the Facebook app that had a lot of notifications . I don't have a face book account, out of curiosity I opened it and Jennie's account was logged in. I don't know why I ended up on messenger.

I was about to exit because I felt it was wrong that I was opening her account without permission, even though she is my girlfriend I have no right to invade her privacy but I frowned when I noticed the messages popping out one after another from V.

I opened it and read their conversation, my tears flowed unconsciously, I couldn't believe what I was reading, I couldn't even imagine that Jennie could hurt me.