Complicated Lisa G!P ( Completed )

Chapter 10

Flashback

Lisa's POV

I know it's too fast but this is what I really feel.

I have never felt this kind of romantic excitement in my whole life. My fans gave me that title of being a chick magnet because there are many issues with me that I had a relationship with some of my fellow artists, but I have never experienced falling in love or having a girlfriend.

Yes, I'm not experienced when it comes to love, but I'm not numb or stupid nor know the strange feeling I feel right now. Did you ever experience the feeling that when I'm with her my heart beats abnormally? it's so unusual that I can't stop myself from staring at her and when she smiled, oh God !! I feel like everything is in slow motion and the way she talks, I feel like I'm being swayed, I just want her to talk.

Jennie is a beautiful name but Ruby ​​Jane, is fucking sexy like her . When she started live selling last night, I went in her room because my weapon twitched and I felt so hot when I saw what she was wearing, her body is perfect.

We slept next to each other and I couldn't help but smile when I woke up in the morning to see how cute she was while sleeping.

Oh gosh!! even if I stare at her all day I will not get bored, in my eyes she is the most beautiful creature created by God.

I like her. I don't know for the exact reason why I like her because there's a lot, all I know is i like her. No! I think i'm in love with her and I have to find a way to make her fall in love with me too.

When she left for work earlier, I decided to wander around the mall near her apartment to find something to eat, I passed by home appliances and I realized that she didn't have anything at home so I decided to buy something that I think she can use.

To be honest, I also wanted to buy her a sofa for her living room, but I thought that she would make me sleep there, so I bought a carpet instead. Hehe

When I bought the appliances, I made sure that they would deliver them right away. I helped them to put everything inside the apartment. I also cleaned up and washed my dirty clothes together with Jennie's clothes.

Actually, I felt embarrassed when I hung it up because when I put her clothes in the washing machine, I just poured everything from that laundry basket. I didn't even think that she had her underwear in that laundry basket.

You idiot of course it's a laundry basket for sure everything that she wears is in there. I scolded myself.

When I hung up, I only noticed that her underwear was also there and I was nervous that she might feel that I disrespected her for what I did, but I had no choice because I had already done it.

The whole time during our dinner the environment was awkward and I was choking because even me, I don't know what to do to get rid of the awkward situation because for fucking sake you made her feel uncomfortable Lisa. I scolded myself again and again.

"I'm sorry if I'm making you feel i am invading your privacy, don't worry, I'll just find a new safe place to stay tomorrow." I scratch my neck because of embarrassment.

Gosh Lisa maybe she really thinks that you are a pervert. Why did you wash her clothes you are so stupid. I keep on scolding myself.

"no. it's ok. just stay here, I'm the one who's embarrassed . thank you very much lisa , I appreciate what you did but please let me pay you a small amount every month, I just don't want you to think that I'm taking advantage on you." thank God she asked me to stay.

"up to you. Do you still have something to do like, live selling?" I asked to change the conversation.

" No nothing, i do live selling only once a week." smile, relax lisa don't show that you are interested in her, she might get scared. take it slowly.

"how about a movie?" She nodded.

We cleaned everything first before we decided to go to the living room. Since there is no sofa here, we settle ourselves on the carpet that I bought, I let her choose a movie and she chose "The Notebook"

It's a bit weird that I invited her to watch a movie even though I don't really like watching , especially romance movies.

I don't know why but it's very cringey to see a love story created by the writer's imagination that doesn't happen in real life, but because I want us to be together and lose the awkwardness between me and Jennie, I will force myself to watch.

During the movie, I couldn't help but smile because of what was happening, Jennie became emotional and she let me comfort her.

Now she is leaning on my chest while my hand is on her shoulder I feel like I'm hugging her in this position. Can you suggest a sad movie so that next time, I can hug her again without her giving me malice. hehe

"Are you in a relationship or something?" I asked her because i'm curious and i want to know her more.

She was focused on watching and I noticed that she has become comfortable leaning on the chest, who am I to stop her if I'm enjoying it?

"No ,I've never been in a relationship, I'm in love with someone but he doesn't love me." She looked at me and smiled.

"He? so your gender preference is..."

"I'm a gender fluid ." She cut me off.

"So does that mean there's a chance you'll like me?" What did i just say? She looked at me confused . "Kidding." I wink at her trying to act believable and she pout.
gosh Jennie, don't pout like that I might kiss you right now. My thoughts.

"I was mostly attracted to women, but it just happened that I fell in love with my boy best friend who only treated me like a younger sister." She chuckled.

Should I tell her that I like her? stupid lisa , it's too fast, she might feel uncomfortable, you better enjoy the moment when you can move freely without anything awkward happening. I reminded myself.

I also asked about her family and I felt sorry for her when I found out that she was alone in life and that she had to work for herself in order to survive. She also told me about her boy's best friend and of course I also told her about some personal information about me.

The night ended when we got to know each other better, we slept next to each other in bed, I think she was comfortable with me.