FAMILY CRISIS [SLOW UPDATE]

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Sana's pov:

It's so beautiful. Everything that is Infront of my eyes. The scene, the mood and the person Infront of me is so romantic. It's just makes my heart happy. A year and half of our relationship and still we are going good. He is a really nice guy. I am lucky to have him in my life. In the darkest time of my life he stayed. I just need my kids with me now. And everything will be good.

But for now I want to enjoy this beautiful date that suho has planned for us.
"You know I think all of my hard work has gone in vain..." Suho said looking at me. I frowned. I looked around. Everything was so beautifully done.
I frowned. " Why?" I asked.
"Cause..." He hold my hand on the table and continued looking at me with his loving eyes.
"...... Infront of your beauty this is nothing. How can you look so good? I am jealous. But proud that I have you. " He said smiling. I chuckled while blushing.

Just like I said before he is Romantic.
"Hey don't laugh, I am really serious. " He said still having a sweet smile in his face.

"You really like to pamper me with those compliments." I said.
"Of course I do. You deserve the best after all. " said suho smiling. I smiled back at him.
"My lady, would you like to dance with me?" He asked playfully placing his hand Infront.
"Sure. " I said and took his hands. The musicians came and started to play the violin and the piano. Fancy restaurant things.

We danced , we laughed , we talked , we had a great time. And now it was time to end this date.

We were Infront of my penthouse.
"So.....did you enjoyed it. " Suho asked..
"A lot....thanks for the date. I feel relaxed now. " I said.
"Don't you think I deserve something?" He asked smirking.
"What?" I asked playfully..
"A kiss... pls?"he said. I just shook my head. But then decided to give him a kiss. I placed my hands on his neck and went closer to give him a peck. But then he hold me strongly making our peck turn into a kiss. We continued kissing.

His kisses were going far. He wanted something more. I could feel his tongue trying to go inside. But then I remembered a face that I shouldn't. The one who I should have forgotten year ago.

'Tzuyu...' my heart....it hurts.....I stopped kissing suho. I pushed him softly. He looked at me confused.

Feeling guilty. I just looked down.
"I am sorry....I am still not ready for it...." I said.
"Hey it's not your fault, I just got carried away. I am sorry for that.." said suho.

Me and suho has been in a relationship for a year and half now but we still haven't done it. The only thing we did was sleeping beside each other, kissing and making out. That's it. The other day in my penthouse he just wanted to sleep beside me and cuddle. At first I was against it. But he said that he wanted it as a gift from me. So I said yes. That's the only thing we did. I was having a hard time giving myself to suho. It's just that everytime we try to go a bit far, I....just stop. All my mind remembers is tzuyu. Maybe it's because of the long-term relationship effect.

But the effect is so strong. Everyday at least once I think about her. She is occupying my mind sometimes. I told suho to give me a bit time and told him that I am still not ready to move to the next stage of our relationship. He is really understanding. I am thankful for that.

He said he is happy enough to have me as his girlfriend. That day I knew that I made the right choice by saying yes to suho.

The atmosphere between us became awkward. I just cleared my voice.
"S-so....let's meet tomorrow?" I said. He smiled at me.
"Yeah sure. " He said. He then moved closer to me and gave me a peck on my lips. I smiled at his sweetness.
"Bye princess..." He said looking at me and caressing my cheeks.
"Bye handsome..." I said smiling. His smile got bright. He then left. I heaved a sigh. My twins are probably sleeping right now. I rang the bell. The door opened.