Insufferable (Tom Kaulitz)

You can run but you cant hide

I clutched the sides of the seat as we sped off and closed my eyes. I took quick breathes trying to distract myself from the motions of the car.

I could feel toms hand gently rubbing my thigh and although it was slightly comforting, knowing he was driving with one hand made me more nervous.

I looked over to see Bill and Gwen not far behind and another unfamiliar car catching up to us. I squeezed my eyes shut again. I heard soft curses from Tom as he mumbled under his breath but I paid it no attention.

"FUCK" he screamed. I jumped at the shout and opened my eyes to see we had passed the finish line. Tom spun the car to a rough stop and stormed out of the car.

"WHAT HAPPENED" I shouted. He slammed the car door behind him. I went to check for the handle and again it was locked. I jiggled the handle continuously, my eyes glued to the back window watching both bill and Tom take long, intimidating strides towards the car that was tailing us

I watched as a tall, slender Asian man got out of the shiny red sports car. He had his hands up as Tom yelled in his face. I couldn't hear anything but the jabbing motions toms fingers made towards the man's chest showed their interaction was anything but friendly.

I watched Tom pull a gun out of his pocket and hold it straight to the guys head. I let out a scream and closed my eyes. A loud bang followed directly after.

I hid my head in my lap and brought my knees up to cradle myself. I felt tears streaming down my cheeks, i was scared. I didn't bother opening my eyes.

I heard the car door open then close and the car engine roar. I felt the car moving and slowly peaked up at Tom from under my knees. He was staring forward at the road with both hands on the wheel. His knuckles were bloody and I seen trickles of splatter across his shirt.

I felt my stomach turn and began to sob into myself. What once seemed like a good time to escape my reality turned into a living nightmare. I thanked myself for avoiding watching the murder but I replayed the gun being drawn and loud bang over and over in my head.

"Stop crying" he mumbled

I looked up at him again to see him side eyeing me in between looking at the road. I silenced my cried and turned to look out the window. I let a couple sobs out as I tried to steady my breathing.

"I SAID STOP CRYING" he shouted

I jumped and began to now uncontrollably cry. I sat up and covered my mouth to try and muffle the noise but my emotions were fully taken over.

"Oh for fuck sakes" he seethed. He cranked the wheel hard and we spun around and came to a screeching stop. He got out of the car and stormed around to the passenger side ripping the door open.

I scrambled back a bit to avoid his grasp but he was quick to snatch my forearm and drag me out of the car. He slammed me onto the back door of his car and held my shoulders firmly with both hands.

"THAT FUCKER CHEATED. HE STOLE FROM ME. HE HUMILIATED ME" he pushed my body into the car and turned away from me rubbing at his head.

"He.. he Fuckin deserved it" his yell now lowered.

I just sat there holding my arms as he paced. for the first time in my life I was speechless. No thought could form a proper sentence.

He rushed up to me again his face now an inch from mine. I turned my head to the side slightly to avoid him as much as I could.

"You think you're better then me? You think you're all high and mighty because you don't have blood on your hands?" He seethed

"N. Nno" I mumbled