i don't need a xanny to feel better, i need you.
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her hand is clenched in a fist, i know she doesn't want to hit me, she calms herself down that way.
i tried to stay calm, because once i lose my mind it's over.
and if i lose mine, she loses her too...
"okay beautiful, beautiful! turn your right! okay good! ellysa here, dont look at tara. look at me."
"15 minutes break, elli, kyle and tara you will continue with the summer fits. go grab a granola bar then go change!"
we nodded and then went to the dressing room. we've been modeling for zara for two weeks now and we still have another one week left with them.
their bikini section is very big here in atlanta, but they nearly cover anything. i am used to it tho, i was working for zara before and i had almost zero clothes on. its sometimes creepy.
sometimes the bikinies are covering too less, it makes me uncomfortable but my agency said it's what i need and that's my job and i can't do anything about it.
they are toxic.
after we were done with shooting, tara and i got called into the agency manager's office.
i was nervous, because lately i wasn't really enjoying the shootings and i am afraid they noticed.
when we walked in, i saw gabi (tara's manager), natalia (who is my manager and also best friend) and our agency's head sitting on one of the chairs with one of the main zara worker. oh?
"so we got an email from danny rukasin, billie eilish and finnies o'connel's manager. billie eilish fragrance no. 2, her perfume required two models for it's shooting and they chose you. they need receive feedback by tonight."
"it's a few weeks long job with try-on days, test-, photo- and video shootings. it's happening here in atlanta, near to this building."
"since you both are one of the best models in america, they assume that you have bodyguards, drivers etc but they are provided for that period if necessary. obviously there is no need for that because we make sure that you have them and will have, but i am obliged to share all the information with you."
the only thing i dont get is why are we in zara's room, why dont we go to our agency's office, or why dont billie's team just text natalia, my manager and tara's manager?
"they will tell you about your salary when you go to the centre to sign the papers, i don't know anything about how much it will be. for now, i need confirmation that you are interested in the job."
"i mean okay, i love billie." tara said looking at me with a big smile on her face.
shooting with the billie eilish? when my modeling got big i knew i could work with big ass celebrities but billie eilish? damn.
"yeah, of course."
we walked out of the manager's room after we sign a paper that we are interested and just looked at each other with an its really happening? face.
i mean i got it, i have to admit that i am a really well-known model, i have more than 130 million followers on instagram, paparazzi are always after me but i still cant believe it, billie eilish? you gotta be kidding me.
"can you believe it! billie fucking eilish chose us to shoot with her. what the fuck."
"duh, look at us." i said ironically. i mean not that ironically i know i am pretty and good at my job.
we dressed back to our normal clothes while we were talking about how excited we are. before leaving we quickly made an instagram story.
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