xanny - billie eilish gxg ff

fourty-one

ellysa

"are you ready?" nat asked.

we were sitting in her office, she called me this morning that i need to come here as soon as i can.

"yeah?" i said confusing. she didn't even tell me why we are here yet. "am i fired from click or what the fuck?"

"img emailed us back." she smiled.

"okay go on read it already!"

"dear ellysa granger and natalia _ . thank you for your interest in IMG models again! we are pleased to inform you that we like you and would like to invite you for an interview.

we will send you details of the interview date, location and expectations tomorrow. please provide us with natalia's phone number so we can reach you more easily.

thank you and we look forward to your reply! best regards, IMG MODELS."

"they already sent us an email saying thank you, why did they do that again?"

"they probably had to go through your whole life."

"oh." i said. "nat?"

"yes?"

"about the fight a few days ago, we talked and everything is good, but i can't go to paris."

"you won't. we will sort it out, and i don't understand you. why would they send you to europe when you are american? you are staying in local country"

"i feel bad about billie. she is hurt."

"you are hurt too, by her."

"but she is hurt."

"you can't let anyone take out their shit on you aaand, you come first before EVERYONE."

"she said sorry, and i am not even mad at her. i just feel bad because i fucked up. why didn't i tell her?"

"i don't know why you didn't tell anyone." she sighed. "talk to her again, tell her you feel bad but don't think too much about it. she treated you like shit and she feels the same." she said and she doesn't even know the full story.

"i can't because i don't want her too feel like i blame her. she is hurt and scared and i need to be there for her. i've been through worst fights, this one was nothing actually."

"when we were outside, you said that "don't touch me after that", what happened? did she physically hurt you?"

"no god no! she would never ever do that nat. she said a bunch of shits to my face and i was mad. i promise if she touches me i will tell you, but i won't let anyone hurt me okay? billie is not like that, she is the sweetest soul ever."
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finnies, claudia, billie and i are over at claud's because she wants to do a truth or drink video with me.

billie and finnies were working, but they are already done and now they are just sitting behind the camera while we are shooting the video.

"i posted an instagram story to ask questions from us," claudia said "and yeah, anything you want to say ella?"

"let's driiiiink!" i chuckled.