xanny - billie eilish gxg ff

thirty-six

ellysa

today i am not working, but i still need to go to nat's office. i got up, billie was still sleeping next to me.

i got ready, ate a bit then before leaving i texted billie saying that i'll be back when she wakes up i just went to nat's office.

on my way to nat's i stopped for starbucks.

when i arrived i speed walked into the building because i saw some paparazzi with their cameras pointing at me.

"morning nat," i said opening the door after a knock.

"morning? it's 1pm."

"it's a morning for me girl."

"yeah i know," she laughed. "how are you feeling?"

"you are not playing therapist are you?"

"i am being nice?" she chuckled again. "about that tho, i found one who lives 20 minutes away from you and-"

"i don't need a therapist, that's too much stress."

"too much stress?"

"talking to a random people, and also TALKING to a random people. i am a celebrity."

"we will sign nda and shit with her. she is only working with celebrities."

"not happening. i am feeling better day by days anyways." i would say i lied, but i actually do. billie is helping me a lot.

"but still, having these episodes needs to be treated. even though it's once in a month or every other month, it's dangerous."

"natalia, i am fine. i am here to talk about chanel."

"okay." she sighed. "let me know if you change your mind 'kay?"

"yeah."

"let's go through it again. you need to tell me why you want to split the contract, i have to write it down this time and hand them the document."

"mental health, and too much work."

"you need to form sentences."

"my mental health is bad and i need more rest time. i am working way too much and i physically can't take it sometimes. i need more cheat days, thinking about my past with eating disorder and my current health. i am overwhelmed and although chanel was the first job i actually enjoyed working at, is the first job i have to shut down due to most of these reasons."

"what do you mean current health? you about to relapse?"

"god! why does everyone keep asking me that?"

"because we care about you."

"okay, care about me i am not going to relapse. it's so fucking annoying, lani called billie the other day to tell her to watch my eating. you all don't trust me!"

"we trust you. ellysa don't get pissed, let's forget this topic for now."

"no, let's forget this for ever!"