ellysa
another day is here. i barely could wake up this morning. i didn't eat breakfast because my bellyache is still really bad. i feel lost and empty so i just put on mascara, changed and washed my theet then left for work.
"how are you feeling?" nat asked as we were walking into the studio.
"i feel like i am dead but i am alive so i want to be dead,"
"ella!"
"you asked." i answered and walked into the makeup room. she didn't come with me there tho.
they made my look, put an outfit on me and we were ready.
"you look tired." gisella said as we were watching the other models modeling.
i am tired, fucking tired of this shitty life.
"yeah, i haven't slept much."
"i see, are you mentally okay?" she looked at me with a straight face.
"yeah, i have my own shit but who doesn't?"
"right, i am here if you need to talk."
"thanks,"
"ellysa!" the photo man shouted.
we made the photos then after a hour i was done. i walked up to natalia who was sitting there being on her phone.
"i am tired."
"i know, it will get better elly,"
"no i meant that i haven't slept tonight. again. but thanks."
"oh, well if you ask me you won't be able to sleep for the next few weeks i think. you are heart broken."
"okay let's talk about something else, what are you up to today."
"not much, i need to clean my apartment. OH MY GOD ELLYSA! I FORGOT TO TELL YOU!"
"TELL ME WHAT?"
"I AM GOING ON A" she kinda yelled but then lowered her voice. "date after tomorrow,"
"WHAT? with who oh my god!!"
"her na-"
"FUCKING FINALLY!"
"elly!" she laughed. "yeah her name is anne."
"oh my god i am so happy nat! how old is she?"
"26"
"perfect, where is she from?"
"europe, but she lives here with her sister for 4 years now."
"damn."
and suddenly all the power went off in the studio. the extra lightings and the room's lighting and everything.
"don't worry guys, we have seen this coming so we already have a place to go! we will continue the shooting there, everyone stays in their dress and make up. the one's who have a driver call them, the ones who don't have one we will take them."
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