billie
"think i forgot, how to be happy
something i am not,
but something i can be.
something i wait for,
something i am made for
something i am made for."
"oh my gooood!" finnies yelled. "we did it billie." he hugged me so tightly. "we fucking did it!"
"we recorded it!" i jumped a few. "we are done finch! the music video left and that's it, oh my god!"
"i am so proud, you did so good."
"god i am so excited! can we show it to claudia and lisa?"
"do you have nda with yourself?" he asked.
"bro they are literally our partners. you are about to marry that girl."
"no matter what billie, you know that we need to sign nda with everyone. no matter who they are. your fame is fucking big and this music is not coming out until another 4 months. we can't rescue it."
"but i know that none of them would ever do shit like that. even if something happens, they would never say a thing about it."
"i know bil, i feel the same. i trust both of them with my life but" finnies loves lisa so fucking much, i love seeing them together. they are so close and it's so fucking cute. "we can't."
i didn't answered immediately.
"billie. deep breaths don't start this please. we finished what was i made for!"
"okay. can we get nda then?"
"right now?"
"yes?" i asked in duh.
"we can't. tomorrow?"
"ugh!" i groaned.
a knock was heard from the door, it was mom.
"sorry for interrupting."
"we are done actually." i cut her off.
"okay," she smiled excitedly but before she could continue finch cut her off.
"mom we can't show it to anyone right?"
"not without signed nda."
"i told you!" he looked at me.
"but i want them to hear!"
"billie, tomorrow we will go into the office and get some paperwork done with them okay? then you can show them."
"who is "them"?" mom asked.
"claudia and lisa" finnies answered. "i don't want to sign nda with them either, but that's how it works."
"fuck my life."
"billie!" mom yelled at me.
"whatever, thank you finch for helping i loved working on this song but if you don't mind i'll go call lis."
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xanny - billie eilish gxg ff
Fanfictioni don't need a xanny to feel better, i need you. - her hand is clenched in a fist, i know she doesn't want to hit me, she calms herself down that way. i tried to stay calm, because once i lose my mind it's over. and if i lose mine, she loses her too...
