i don't need a xanny to feel better, i need you.
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her hand is clenched in a fist, i know she doesn't want to hit me, she calms herself down that way.
i tried to stay calm, because once i lose my mind it's over.
and if i lose mine, she loses her too...
billie and i are together for 6 days now. today we are going to an event where billie and finnies were invited but everyone could take one relative and she chose me.
it's about the on repeat from spotify, but they won't win an award because they weren't chosen in the categories, they got just invited.
i don't fucking understand either but there is free food and alcohol so i am going.
chanel said that they could help us with our outfit so we are going to their building. the event starts at 5pm, so we are going to chanel's at 2pm -4pm and before that we are even going to MUA (makeup artist) at 11am.
robert rumsey is going to make our make up. he did billie's when she went to 2020's oscar and she said it was amazing!
we went out to maccas's breakfast around 10am. we will meet with finnies and claudia before we are going to robert's office or what.
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i was at billie's family house once but no one was there and she was just picking up some clothes. i have met with finnies before but we didn't have time to stop for just a hug.
"i am nervous bil,"
"don't be. finnies is nice. so is claudia."
"but still."
"they love you, they are hearing about you since i was seventeen. and you know that. claudia is a model she knows you since she knows what modeling is."
"still, i am your girlfriend and i am meeting your brother who you have the best relationship with,"
"just scare him kay?"
"what?"
"scare him." she giggled.
"you can't give me this advice"
"lisa, don't stress about it! they both love you and finnies is happy that i found someone who is not a toxic dickhead, baby it's going to be fine."
i hugged billie before sitting in the car.
i connected to dragon's bluetooth and i clicked on a random album from my spoti.
they were waiting for us infront of billie's apartment. we arrived a bit later then them, i spotted their car from far away already.
"hey," they both hugged us.
"oh my god you are even prettier in person!" claudia said as she pulled away from the hug, still holding my shoulders, "all my model friends talk about you since the rumors started that you and billie dating, well not rumor anymore." she smirked. "i am always just like, "yeah well i'll meet her at every family gathering!" she said with a higher voice tone and with the hair tossing thing.
