What If This Path Never End [Vkook FF]

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Brother's boyfriend 🥀
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Jungkook blinked twice with his half-closed eyelids, it was feeling heavy like there was something tied up.
After a while, he heard something hallucinating as if something or someone calling him with a thick voice.
His body felt so numb as if his all energy was drained.

Subsequently, he recognised the voice when it slowly returned to its original form, it was his sister.
His motionless sight got the picture of the worried women above him.
Her static gaze was scanning his movements, not to mention she was filled with extreme concerns.

"Noona" the pale boy murmured.

"Ohh God!!! " Roy exhaled deeply, "Doctor see he is waking up.
Judy can you hear me?? Can you Open your eyes??" Kook heard his sister ask.
He responded by moving those heavy lids.
Kook saw a medic was checking his pulse.

"There's nothing to worry about now, bring him home and let him rest then he'll be fine. He was fortunate that he didn't have a massive nerve failure " the consultant said,
"And one more thing, don't stress him it's not good for him to have panic attacks frequently" he left.

"Where I'm??" Kook asked, looking around the cabin.

"You passed out, so I bring you to the medic" Roy answered, "Can you get up??" Kook nodded and sat up with his sister's help.

"Again!!!" the raven head mumbled with a sigh.

"I'm so sorry Judy!! I shouldn't have forced you to come here in the first place and then I carelessly dragged you there.
I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have done that!!" Roy apologised, her eyes turned glossy within a while.

After finding her brother in the condition she freaked out. With the help of the guards, she brings him to the medic.

"Why are you apologising for Noona? It's not like you forced me into this condition.
It's not in your hand that I collapsed, neither mine!! " he whispered the last part, "I always failed to control myself from passing out whenever I thought I would then how can you take the responsibility, which you can't prevent??" A sad chuckle was heard from him.

"It's not like that, don't say anything like that" Roy stopped him, Kook smiled sadly.

"Umm, noona...!! " Kook talked after a break, "Have you informed anyone? I mean Dad or mom!!" Roy shook her head.

"No, I thought about doing it but wasn't sure what I should tell them!! " Roy explained, "As you can see, Auntie will be freaked out and all so I decided after you wake up then I'll tell them at home".

"Can you not do this??" Kook asked more than requested.

"What???".

" I don't want them to be more worried about me than they are already.
Eventually, I have to live my entire life with this phobia and I have accepted my fate" he looked down at his feet, " Just don't want to be more burden on them, make my parents more concerned for me, I want them to be happy by thinking I'm doing good".

"Don't say such things, idiot. No one deserves to live like this so as you.
There has to be an end to your pain, I believe there is a cure for your anxiety.
Don't you dare to think that low about yourself, and who you are calling a burden??" Roy sounded offended.

"Judy, you are the resource of their happiness. And the concern you are talking about it's love. Every parent wanted to protect their child with their everything, they poured their entire beings to keep their child safe and secure so as uncle and aunt. How could you think that they'll be happy when you are in pain? You can't pretend forever".