CONSUME

[16] victoria's secret

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kameron springfield

"Are you guys for real?!" Austin exclaimed, staring absolutely dumbfounded. 

I quickly sat up, pushing my hands against Axel's bare chest and kicking him away with my feet. I stood from the bed and straightened out my skirt, adjusting my shirt and trying to act like nothing was happening. But I'm pretty sure Austin saw things clearly. 

My face was a burning red and I tried to scramble, hastily snatching my panties from the floor in embarrassment that Austin might see them. He definitely already did, as I bunched them up in a ball in my hand and gulped awkwardly. 

"D-Dude..." Axel mumbled, standing upright and putting his face in his hand for a second. I looked down at the boner in his pants that was apparent, and his muscular shoulders that were painted red. "Can't you knock?" He sighed, crossing his arms over his body. 

"KNOCK?!" Austin exclaimed. "I didn't think you guys were going to be--" He scrunched his nose and looked between the two of us. I pressed my lips together, and cleared my throat, trying to seem indifferent but I can't even believe this is happening and I'm beyond mortified. "What the fuck were you even doing, exactly?!" Austin looked shocked, and I know he's drunk so this must be even more discombobulating. 

"I--I... N-nothing!" I shrugged. "Nothing! It wasn't," I looked over to Axel for a second, seeing him stiff, as if he had no idea what to say or do either. He looked just as ashamed as I was. "It wasn't anything. We were just... talking." I tried to lie. 

"Talking?" Austin scoffed, looking mildly disgusted. "Your underwear is literally in your hands right now. What were you talking about? The blend of fabric it's made out of?" 

I opened my mouth to defend myself, but I don't even know what I can say because he's right. Fucking hell, could this get any worse right now?

The real question too is: What were we doing?! How far was it going to go? How could I let this happen?! 

"Oh my gosh," All of my thoughts washed over me and I couldn't be in this situation any longer. I bent down and grabbed my shoes that were thrown on the floor, and I pushed past Austin to run out of Axel's bedroom. I quickly ran to the bathroom in disbelief. I shut the door behind me, heavy breaths and shaky hands clicking the lock. 

Leaving the boys out of sight and away from hearing distance, I stood alone in the restroom.

"What's wrong with me..." I groaned, quickly un-bunching my panties and sliding them onto my legs. I need to get the fuck out of here, now! I put my shoes on too, and then I looked in the mirror. My lipstick is completely gone, and my mascara has bled onto my cheeks a bit. My eyeliner is smudged and the hair on my head is an absolute mess. 

It must have gotten tangled up in his pillows. 

Damn it, what is going on with me? I can't figure out why this keeps happening to Axel and me. We're going in circles. We're fighting, and then we're kissing, and tonight-- we did far more than just that. I covered my face in my hand and muffled a dramatic sigh. 

I let Axel finger me just a few minutes ago. 

Oh my gosh, oh my gosh, oh my gosh! I can't believe it. That really happened? That really, actually just happened. He had his hand inside of me. He saw what I look like down there, and the strangest thing about it all is he seemed to enjoy it just as much as I did.