CONSUME

[28] trust me

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trigger warning&content warning:

abuse, ass4ult, p3doph!lia, self-h4rm

please read at your own risk. discretion advised. mature readers only.

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kameron springfield

"What... Am I supposed to say?" I said quietly, feeling interrogated by the two large blonde boys in front of me. Glancing at Axel I waited for him to answer with something but he was quiet. 

"Are you guys dating?" Aidan asked. 

I nearly choked on the oxygen going into my lungs and I coughed awkwardly. A blush growing on my face I shook my head quickly, closing my eyes and feeling them water from my throat closing up with tension. 

"No." Axel answered for me. "It's not like that. Not exactly." 

I sniffled, gulping down and catching my breath awkwardly. I squinted at him saying 'not exactly,' but ultimately ignored it. Because no, it's not like that. Not at all. 

"So?" Aidan shrugged his shoulders, obviously concerned and confused. "What is it then? Why are you out here responding to nicknames like 'baby,'" Aidan cringed. 

Austin added in, "God, ew." 

Axel rolled his eyes, but his face tinted pink at Aidans words. I'm blushing too, this whole conversation seeming like way too much information, but Aidan still wasn't done. 

"Seriously guys, answer me honestly. I'm finding out that you two have a thing going on and I didn't even know! How long has it been happening, and what is happening?! How could you keep this from me," He looked to the boy by my side. "What are you doing, Axel?"

Axel shook his head, "Fucking hell, Aidan." Clearly he's flustered and shy to talk about this which comforted me a little bit, because that means I'm not the only one feeling awkward about it. "It's not a big deal."

"It is a big deal," Austin jumped in. He raised an eyebrow looking between us. "And it's damn weird. I already told Kam but like-- hooking up with each other is strange." He cringed dramatically. "It feels like my brother and my sister grew up and then fucked each other."

I scoffed, fighting off my shame. "W-What?!"

"Oh right," Austin rolled his eyes. "I forgot ya'll haven't actually fucked. It hasn't gone all the way. There's that, at least." 

My eyes instantly enlarged, the emotion of feeling caught as well as exposed ran through my blood stream. Fuck, fuck, fuck. Tensing up, I looked around the room and avoided eye contact, memories of last night flashing through my head. Axel's lips on my neck and his soft whispers and gasps as he entered inside of me. 

I gulped, feeling the tips of my ears get hot and I crossed my legs quickly, aching picking at my thighs that were still sore from his dick. 

I darted my gaze to him quickly, seeing him staring at me with unease. Then he brought his large palm to his forehead in silence. Then his other hand. Until he was covering his entire face and the tomato red pigment of his pale skin.