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"It's. .it's still the fire. ."
"The smell of the smoke filling my nose, clouding my brain and suffocating me." I touched my chest, squeezing my eyes closed as I exhaled slowly, trying to calm my trembling body. "That claustrophobic feeling of being surrounded by bright, blazing hot lights. . .so chaotic, burning everything around me. The tightness of my chest running while trying to escape, the burning feeling in my dry eyes, the dizziness. I remember stumbling and hitting my head hard against a burning wall."
"The heat of the flames piercing through my skin-" I stopped, realising that I was gasping for breath, tightly gripping onto the chair, sweat dripping down my face as I wheezed, the tears blurring my vision.
Doctor Edwards was in front of me, his eyes calm and collected as he urged me to take regular, steady breaths with a glass of water ready in his hand. I followed the sound of his reassuring voice, my chest vividly rising and lowering at a calmer pace as I continued to lock eyes with him, clutching onto his support.
Closing my eyes, I threw my head back a little, my hand covering my face as I fought to regain my breath.
"It was so hot. ." I mumbled, my hand blocking my mouth. I sighed, feeling pathetic and embarrassed. "They're less frequent these days but I'm still afraid of fire and the dark. .like a fucking child. . .I still can't get over it. That's why Vincenzo manages everything - I can't. ."
"It's not 'childish' to have trauma, Leonardo," Doctor Edwards warmly refuted, shaking his head sympathetically at me. He pushed up his round glasses, taking a seat in his brown chair. "You have to remember that you are the victim. You have to be patient on this journey of healing-"
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