Rhian's POV
As soon as we left the lobby, nakatulala padin ako. What the fuck did I just enter?! I'm sure babalik nanaman ang issues samin ni Glaiza. I don't want to chase her kasi she's happy now. And I'm sure ayaw nadin naman niyang nasasabit ang pangalan ko sakanya after everything I did.
"Sabi mo di ka lalabas? What did ever crossed your mind?" Mejo powerful na sabi ni Joel right after we stepped inside our room.
"Calm down. I'm not in good mood to explain. Just let this past, I'm goin back to my room." I plainly said.
"No. No." Sabay hila niya sa braso. "So she was the reason behind everything? I'm so damn not to think na possible na siya yon. Fuck!" He added.
"What's the matter Joel? Di na niya ako mahal. She's done with me. And ano bang problema mo? You're over reacting. One more thing you even told them na boy friend kita. What the fuck were you thinking then? Gosh. You know nothing about showbiz!" I shouted.
"Yes I know nothing about the fucking show business thing! I said that because - because... I want them to stop. To stop asking you things that will going to start ruining you over and over again." Then he tilted his head.
I gazed at him for a moment and walked towards him, "I know you are just trying to take me away from them. It was just too much Joel. This had been my life, this is either the reason why I don't wanna go back here. Even for just fucking 3 months." I said.
"Sorry kung pinilit kita. I never thought this will going to happen. I'm really sorry. Do you want to go back to Las Vegas? I mean pwede ka nang mauna then I'll stay here till matapos yung event." He offered.
"I have a messed up mind right now. But I will reject that offer. I think I really need to come out and do a presscon. And tell them everything I did and to confirm that I'm really quitting show business. What do you think?" I asked.
"Yeah you should. Then go back to Vegas lady. You can't stay here that long." He said and kissed me on my forehead.
I really thank God for giving me Joel when I am all alone by myself.
Flashback
This is my first day in Las Vegas, I've been here pag nag ttravel ako. Or minsan pag may work dito. Pero I always have a company with me. Hindi katulad ngayon na mag isa ako, knowing na wala akong alam puntahan. Ni wala nga ako talagang kaibigan dito. Oo may mga kakilala pero di ko masasabi na talaga kaibigan sila. Because I only meet them pag may work ako dito.
I walked down the streets looking for kinda cheap hotel, di ako pwedeng mag gastos dahil wala pa akong trabaho dito. At ang gagastusin ko lang ay ang pera na naipon ko sa pag aartista.
An hour after may nakita na ako, okay naman. Di man siya magara pero masasabi kong pwede na para saakin.
I don't wanna stay inside my room dahil maalala ko siya. Si Glaiza, ang babaeng mahal na mahal ko. Pero di ko siya kayang iharap sa public because everyone knows I'm straight. We are straight. Di ko alam kung anong magiging reaction nila kung ang mga bida ng TRMD ay naging totoo.
Yes, they do love Althea and Jade. Pero iba ang Glaiza at Rhian, it's way too far. I'm afraid sa sasabihin nang iba. And I'm more afraid na tanggapin mismo sa sarili ko na minahal ko siya.
All I know I am inside the bar, I walked towards the counter and asked for a hard liquor.
I can feel na tumatama na saakin ang iniinom ko but I don't want to stop. I really don't want to.
"Hey, I saw you a far of, Pilipino ka no?" The guy said. I don't know him obviously bigla bigla lang lumapit.
"Yes I am. Bakit?" I asked nicely. He looks nice. So I don't think na deserve nya ang mga sarcasms na pwede kong isampal sakanya.
