Eyes of Blue, Heart of Stone (Baroness X Femme Reader)

Self Loathing

AN:
TW: Rape, heavily implied alcoholism, heavily implied abuse

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"Listen- listen Y/N. I'm- I'm gonna make you mine again-" she forced you back. "If you'd stop sq- squirming it will be easier!" She shouted.

She fumbled at your bra, before pulling it off and waving it like a pendulum.

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What you did wasn't important. What was important is that she gripped the chopped up remains of your underwear.

"Are we sorry now?"

She raised the free fist.

"Yes- yes I'm sorry- I'm sorry!"

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You were shaking against her hands. She had your clothes in a pile next to her and you were naked in a filthy alley.

Victoria was the only thing keeping you from begging the earth to swallow you whole.

"Does the old prune not do this with you?" Gabrielle teased. "I guess not!" She mused. "That hag must make such a dull partner." You felt a thousand urges to fight her cause. No words could protect you from the consequences of doing that.

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"I said no!" You demanded, taking her hand off of your shoulder and walking to leave the classroom. "Do you want to do that Y/N? Do you really want to risk Claudia finding out?" She asked.

"You- you wouldn't!"

"Y/N, I'd drink like a sailor if you left me. You know how hard it is for me to keep my lips sealed when I'm tipsy."

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"You were always such a good little girl Y/N! Why are you so desperate to complain now?" She asked. Holding back rivers, you stood helpless as she began to finger you.

Until they came.

The little one eyed dog bit Gabrielle's ankle and her disorientation gave him a chance to grab her.

"Why don't you pick on someone your own size?"

You felt a pair of cold hands on you. "Y/N? Are you alright?" Jasper? You shook your head. He took his coat off and wrapped you in it. He buttoned the coat up. "We'll get Es, don't worry." He promised.

"Estella!" Horace screamed, wrestling Gabrielle back. His puppy was yipping aggressively. "ESTELLA WE FOUND HER! COME ON!"

The red haired girl nothing by ran in. The third musketeer. She took you from Jasper's arms and pulled you up. "Up Y/N! C'mon, you'll be okay!" She reassured. "We'll get you home..."

"I don't want to go to your place Estella! I want to go back to Hellman Hall!" You begged. "That's what we're doing. That was my plan. We can arrange a meet up another time." Estella replied, softly, kindly, reassuringly. She put you in a car, one you didn't recognise and drove off.

You didn't think to ask how a technically homeless girl had a car. Neither did you think to notice that she didn't know how to drive.

The rain began shortly after you set off.