INCLINATION

CHAPTER 20 | I'm Still Your Baby

EMIHLE

 
Even though my day started really bad, I’m glad that it didn’t end the say way too. I can’t remember the last time I felt like this, truly happy and content inside. I haven’t laughed this much without worrying about a damn thing and it’s because of these two favourite people in my life. They are the reason I am feeling this way right now and I’m grateful.
 
I didn’t know I kissed riding until I got on Snow and ridden her and it was like I never stopped. The wind blowing on my face and skin, it almost felt like the tension and some of the things that happen today were slowly leaving my body. Hlanga always knows what I want that’s why he got me Snow, a therapy horse. I’m going to have to ride her every morning and afternoon so she can get used to me.
 
We walk inside the house and we’re all tired after the wonderful picnic we had. Aya is dragging his feet and his father is still another stables. He throws himself on the couch and sighs.
“ I am tired, God I can’t move. Thank God I’m not going to school tomorrow because I swear I wasn’t going to get up in the morning"

“ Yeah right, get up, you need to bath then sleep”
“ Ma, I can’t move. Won’t you please pick me up like when I was little and take me to bed"
I chuckle. “ Aya, you’re almost as tall as me. How am I going to pick you up and ascend the stairs with you on my arms?”
“ Ma, it’s not my fault that I’m tall. I’m still your baby"
 
My heart melts. “ and you’ll always be my baby. No matter how grown up you’ll be or how taller you get. Come"
He gets up and I can just see how tired he is. “ I love you Aya.”
“ I love you more Ma.” We hug then drag ourselves upstairs just as his father walks in and follows us. “ Good night Ma, goodnight baba"

I kiss his forehead. “ Good night my sleepy baby" We hug again the he goes to his father and they also hug. We watch him walk inside his bedroom then close the door. God I’m blessed. I can’t believe I robbed myself of all of this. I head to our bedroom, he follows and the moment I walk inside. I slowly take my clothes off and he’s the door clicking shut and the lock turning.
 
My skin pebbles feeling the tension that’s now in the bedroom, the sexual tension between us. I peek at him over my shoulder and our eyes lock. His face is hard, his eyes feel like they are starring into my soul searching for secrets or promises. I shift my head back and glide into the bathroom feeling his eyes all over me.
 
I lift up my hand to open the faucet and my hands are shaking. My whole body is because I’m nervous, excited and anticipating what’s going to happen once he walks in here too. God it had been a while. Years since I was touched like that and I missed it. I look for a shower cap, wear it then step inside and the warm water hits my chest. I close my eyes and take a deep breath waiting for him to….
 
His finger shifts from my nape to my back and stops just above my but crack. I slowly release my breath. He hasn’t stepped inside, I shift my head and see him standing there proud and naked. He walks in closes the doors and his tall frame dwarfs mine. The steam doubles inside making it harder to see or breathe but only feel him. The temperature of the water changes and it’s now Luke warm.

He steps closer without saying anything, without our bodies touching then I feel his hands on stomach. He’s wearing gloves and I can feel that they are soapy. He moves them, doing a circular motion on my stomach then they shift up gently scrubbing my breasts. His other hand shifts up to my neck, he grabs it forcing it to shift up and the moment I do, his mouth claims mine and we kiss.
 
An involuntary moan slips out because God, I have been waiting. His body touches mine and I can feel his hard shaft, hard as a steel digging on my back. I arch my back moaning but his hand pulls me flush against his body making me stand still while we passionately kiss making me lose all senses except his touch and his kisses.
I can feel how tense he is because he’s breathing hard. I know how he’s trying not to lose his control but I feel it slowly slipping out.