EMIHLE
" I asked you a question Hlanga, did you and her have sex while you were there. I need to know and you are going to tell me the truth. You at least owe me that much"
He looks at me like inhave lost my damn mind. He shakes his head and frustratedly swipes his head. Oh my God. I can't believe him. Tears fill my eyes and I step away from him.
" How could you do this to me Hlanga? How could betray me, our love and family?. Did you ever think what this is going to do to us? Did you even think about our son in those moments you had with her?"
" It was a moment of weakness. I'm sorry my love…."
" Sorry? You are so liar and a fxcken cheater. How could you?" I break down.
" I love you, not her. It never meant anything…." He tries to touch me but I step away from him. I am so devastated right now. Never in a million years did I ever think that Hlanga will do this to me.
" Don't you dare touch me with those dirty hands. You had the guts to tell me to stay away from Collen, a man I barely knew and exchanged a few words with. But you…you slept with your lost lover and God knows how many times. I even slept with you when you came back. Did you at least protect me?"" Of course I did. I would never put your life at risk my love"
" But you did the moment you left me in our home and went to her. You lied to me for months because you didn't thought I needed to know the truth of why you were there. You had all the connections to make sure that you bring your daughter here the moment you rescued them but you didn't because you still wanted to enjoy your time with them….."" Emy…."
" No, you are going to listen to me while I talk. You never thought about me and our son while you were there because you had people watching us. As long as we were physically fine, that's all that mattered with you. Damn our mental health and being worried about you while you were in her arms day and night."
" I'm so sorry…it never meant anything. It was just sex. You and Aya are everything to me."
I scoffed. " We were before you found out about your new family. You brought them into our home, my home Hlanga and you didn't think about how it was going to make me feel.You could have bought them a house like how you did with Andile but instead you chose to bring them into space that is supposed to be private, be a safe haven for us then you tell me it's her home too, she deserves to be there. Meaning I don't have a day on who can come and live in your house because it's your house and you make all the decisions….."
" That is not true, I wanted…."
" Yes Hlanga You wanted. Everything you have said is about you and what your precious daughter needed. Using her as an excuse for lying to me for months and cheating on me then coming back with them, taking them to my home and I'm supposed to be okay with that and Understand that she's your daughter because you didn't know about her. You knew what you were doing when you did all the things you did while you were there.Your workers knew about them because when I asked Vino and Cleo to take us to your house. They were nervous because they knew who was there. You embarrassed me in front of them, in front of Andile the worst part and I am sure he was happy to see you cheat on me. What was I thinking about being in a relationship with you Makhoba men?." My legs feel weak so I sit on the bed.
" Emihle…please I beg you, please forgive me. It will never happen again. I am so sorry."
" What you did is worse than what Andile did to me. You broke my heart, broke my trust in you and I will never forgive you for what you did."
" No…Emy"
" Don't touch me!. You were right when you said you'll make what Andile did to me seem like a walk in the park because this is the worst betrayal ever. I could never trust you again….you…you…." I take a deep breath. He kneels down in front of me, wraps his arms around my legs then lays his head on my lap while I weep.
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RomanceFor better or worse. Those are the vows I said in front of my family and God. in sickness and in health I shall stand by him and that's what I did. Still do but at what cost?. My happiness? My health and my life? is it worth it though. I used to hav...