NHL Imagines & One-Shots

A/N (rant/vent, please read if you can)

Sorry if this offends y'all, I'm not trying to be offensive here

I see a lot of y'all have been publishing new stories, and I'm glad that you are, but in reality I'm kind of jealous. You see, I don't know how y'all can plan and write stories so well. I've been into writing on and off for around seven years or so, but I've been really into it for the past two years. And I still don't think I write—or at least plan—very well.

My question is: How? How do y'all have the time, let alone patience to write actual stories? I can't even write a one shot without it taking forever and being stressed over it to some extent. How do I obtain this power?

The only real story I was writing was my bowling story, "Make a Frame For Yourself."but as usual I got bored after a few weeks and ditched it. How do y'all stay interested in writing one long story?

I've enjoyed writing here on Wattpad but it's honestly grown more stressful as the days go on. I've had a lot going on this summer and I start 10th grade in exactly three weeks. I'd want to try and write more stories but if I can't work on them with the stress from occasional summer classwork and stuff, then how the hell will I do that during the school year, when I'll have tons of work and be stressed every day?

I wish I wasn't so obsessed over this whole 'writing' thing. Every hobby I have I obsess so much over, make it everything about my life, get emotional over it 24/7, make it a hyperfixation... It's just hell sometimes.

Anyway thanks for reading this, I've just been really emotional lately and decided to be a crybaby here on Wattpad because my irl friends can't or won't talk to me. Y'all are really nice people and I'm glad I've found some people to talk to who don't ignore me for days on end.

Have a nice day! :-)