The Hemmings Twins

I would lie but...

THE HEMMINGS TWINS

CHAPTER 11

LILIA P.O.V

20 WEEKS PREGNANT

Scarlet was taking me to my doctors appointment today and Karen had decided to tag along with us. Michael had band practice today but told me to call him when I found out the sex. We would be going to see Tyler and Aaron tomorrow to tell them the news. I couldn't believe that I was half way through my pregnancy. It was a scary thing but I was happy to be making another couple happy with our gift.

"What are you hoping for?" Scarlet asked.

"Well, Tyler and Aaron want a girl so I guess a girl." I shrugged. I didn't get to keep the baby so I didn't mind if it was a boy or a girl.

"But what do you want?" She pushed.

"Scar, I don't want either!" I shouted and she looked at me confused.

"What?"

"I don't even get to keep the baby! I don't care what it is because either way it's going to break my heart into a million places when I have to pass it over to Tyler and Aaron." I cried. I hated feeling like this but this was what was best. I placed my head in my hands and I cried. I felt horrible about this I did but I haven't even given him or her away yet and it was killing me.

"It's okay." Karen said rubbing my back. My parents didn't even know yet.

"I'm sorry." Scar whispered. Once we were at the doctors office I got myself together before going inside.

"Lilia Hemmings." They lady called and I stood up going into the room. The nurse started right away checking me and the baby making sure that everything was okay.

"Everything looks great." She smiled telling me how big the head was and how long the baby was. "Would you like to know the sex?" She asked and I nodded my head smiling. "You're having a boy." She smiled at me. I hope that Tyler and Aaron won't be disappointed with that. "I'll print some pictures and then you're good to go." She said as I sat up wiping the gel off my stomach that was actually warm even though everyone said it was cold, they lied.

"Thank you so much." I smiled at her before we left. I called Mikey right away.

"Hey." He said answering the phone. "How did it go?" He asked.

"Really good, it's a boy." I answered and he didn't say anything.

"Oh." Was his answer and right then and there, I knew he wanted to keep this baby as much as I did. "Do you think we're doing the right thing?" He asked.

"Yes. We are giving this baby a better life than we could give it." I answered.

"Sometimes do you wish that we it to keep him?" He asked and I wanted to cry.

"Everyday." I choked out but I knew we needed to do this. We had to do this for our baby and for ourselves. "They said that it was an open adoption so we can see him whenever we would like." I answered holding back tears.

"I think I'm gonna cut practice now. I'll meet you at home."

"Okay." I choked out hanging up. No one said anything on the ride home. Tyler had texted me a few things asking if the baby was okay and I answered him but I really didn't want to. They got to keep my baby and I had to go home empty handed and it pained me that I was putting not only me but Michael through this.

*MICHAEL P.O.V*

"Guys, I gotta go." I said putting down the notepad where I was trying to come up with lyrics but nothing was flowing. All I could think about was my growing child in my girlfriend that I didn't even get to keep.