THE HEMMINGS TWINS
CHAPTER 38
LILIA P.O.V
I had avoided Michael all day. I wasn't sure what we were, all I knew was that I regretted having sex with him. Somehow, it had gotten around the entire house that we were having sex and Crystal was doing everything in her power to let me know that she didn't like me.
Every time I walked into the room, she stopped talking and she rolled her eyes. I didn't care for Crystal. I was here because I needed to know if Michael really wanted me and Dax in his life. So far, he was proving that he did.
I wasn't feeling well today so he decided to bring Dax out for a swim at the beach and then he took him to dinner. He promised he would bring me back something. Bryana was more than hungover so she stayed back with me and we mostly just chatted all day and did some online shopping.
"Are you going to be having a baby shower?" She asked.
"I'm not sure. The only thing I really need is a crib and clothes. I have everything else from when Dax was a newborn." I shrugged.
"Little girls are much more fun than boys." She said as she drank her coffee.
"I'm really worried. I just don't want Dax to think that I'm forgetting about him."
"He won't. He talks about her all the time. He tells everyone he meets that his mommy is having a baby." I smiled. I loved hearing Dax talk about the baby. There was nothing more pure than that.
"Everyone seems annoyed that he's here." I said looking down. "I haven't held anyone back from having fun."
"Yeah, I don't know what their problem is." She commented. "Like last night at dinner, he didn't make a sound. I forgot that he was there." She said and I laughed.
"I just kept shoving things at him to hopefully keep him quiet. He doesn't like many people so he isn't going to bother any of them."
"He can bother me whenever he wants." She said then she smirked. "So, what's going on with you and Michael?" I rolled my eyes and shook my head. I should have known that she was going to ask. "Are you guys dating?"
"I don't know what's going on. We had sex last night, yes. But we haven't really talked about." I sighed. "I really regret having sex with him but then again I don't. I still have feelings for him but he's hurt me so many times that I wouldn't be able to handle myself if something else were to happen and it doesn't work out."
"I get it but you have to trust him that he won't."
"That's the thing, I don't trust him."
*****
That night I laid in bed with Dax and Michael and we were both looking at each other but not saying anything. It was like we weren't really sure what to say to each other. I felt like he was going to say something to me but then he never did.
Suddenly the door flung open and Crystal stood there glaring at both of us.
"Hi." Michael said looking at her and she rolled her eyes. "Can we help you?" He asked for some reason I just knew that she was going to start something.
"I'd love to know why you're in bed with a slut." I looked at Michael who had his hands in his hair.
"Look, she's not a slut and she's the mother of my children. If you could get that through your thick head we would all be okay."
"Why don't you just take your annoying ass kid and go home." I sat up.
"Fine." I said getting up and throwing our clothes into a suitcase.
"No, Lilia, what are you doing?" Michael asked getting out of the bed and grabbing the clothes from my hands. "Don't give her what she wants. She's doing it on purpose to piss you off."
"You weren't defending her when I was sucking your dick last week." Crystal said raising her voice.
"Shut the fuck up, Crystal!" Michael yelled waking Dax who cried. "Shit, I'm sorry. It's okay Dax." Michael went over to the bed.
"See, there he goes. Crying again because you're a bad mom." She said which made my blood boil. I was not a bad mother, it was her fault that my son was crying. I quickly stood up and walked over to her punching her square in the face and as she fell I got a few more punches in before someone got me off of her. Everyone in the house was awake and clearly just saw what happened.
"What the fuck are you doing?!" Luke yelled at me.
"She called me a bad mom!" I yelled back. "And she called Dax annoying." I was pissed. She shouldn't even be on this trip.
"I never said any of that!" Crystal shouted.
"You're a big fat liar!" I fought back. Both me and Michael heard what she had said but everyone seemed to think that I was lying. "Tell them what she said, Michael." I said turning to look at him.
"I didn't hear her say any of that." He said and my eyes widened. He was taking her side. I stopped fighting Luke's grip and he slowly let go. Everyone rushed Crystal off to the kitchen to get her cleaned up while I looked at Michael.
"You had no intention of getting back together with me. You were using me for sex."
"No I wasn't. I want to be with you." He said and I shook my head.
"You have told them the truth. I know you heard what she said." I was so incredibly hurt that he didn't do anything to defend me or our son. There was a knock on the door and we both turned to see Luke.
"Uh, no one wants you here Lil and they all sent me to tell you to go home." He said.
"Do you believe me that she said that stuff?" I asked him.
"I don't know. You've always been kind of rough when it comes to people you don't like." He said keeping his distance.
"I'm going." I whispered going back to pack our stuff. I wasn't going to go to the airport now but I would go and get a hotel room for me and Dax and then leave tomorrow. I quietly packed with Dax attached to me sniffling.
"Where go?" He questioned as we got into a taxi and went over to a hotel.
"We're gonna go stay in a hotel." I said and he nodded as he sucked his thumb, staying close to me.
"Daddy?"
"He's not coming." I answered as I got out and paid the guy grabbing our bags and going to get a room. I was more than upset about what happened. That everyone took her side. I knew then that I wanted nothing to do with Michael and his friends. They were all the same and they were all stuck up assholes who thought they were amazing when they really weren't.
The next morning I was awake before Dax to take a shower and let my mom know that me and Dax were coming home. I was very upset about what happened but I was going to act like it didn't bother me.
I hated being alone. I hated it. Of course I had Dax but I was so sick of having to take care of him alone. I didn't make him on my own but I kinda just wanted to disappear and not talk to anyone ever again.
Cole and Scarlett had come by to tell me that we finally were able to move into the apartment that we had all decided to rent together. Me and Dax would get the two rooms on the first floor and Scarlett and Cole would have the rooms upstairs that were closer to the kitchen. So at least I wouldn't have to deal with my parents.
I didn't tell Michael that me and Dax were moving. He hadn't contacted me in a week to check on Dax. But rumors were going around that he was dating Crystal and I didn't want her anywhere near my children.
I sadly couldn't help them move anything because I wasn't allowed to lift any heavy things but Cole and his friends were pretty strong and were more than willing to help me out. Cole was an amazing cook but I still wanted to help him make dinner and not just because I knew that Dax doesn't eat many things. But so far we were having fun living here.
I had never pictured my life like this, two kids, single, living with my ex boyfriend but apparently life liked to throw surprises at me every chance it had.

YOU ARE READING
The Hemmings Twins
FanfictionLuke Hemmings from 5 seconds of Summer has a twin sister, Lilia. Lilia is anorexic and struggles to get along with her father. Luke decided to take her on tour with him but someone falls in love and other's get hurt. When Lilia is hurt by one boy an...